May 02, 2005 01:45
I dont know what is going on anymore. Have you ever needed to talk to someone, but it seemed no one wanted to talk to you? Have you ever cared so much about someone and have them tell you that they carew about you too. Then you realize that they could give a shit less about you. Have you ever felt so lost that your not even sure if there is a point in trying to find the direction in wich you need to be going? Have you ever just wanted to give up? I found out the reason things had actually been going pretty good for me lately. Thats because i have been ignoring things that have been happining. Then as i slow down they just smacked into me. Have you ever had a time in your life when it feels like no one cares about you? I am there now. I'm confused, lost, hurt, and when i look for someone, I find no one. I wish i had someone to talk to. i donno what to do. I feel that i am more of a bother to anyone than anything else. I feel that i have so many problems that no one wants to talk to me becuase they feel that i will bring them down. Please someone...anyone...