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I donno. Have you ever hurt everyone that you have ever cared about? Well I have. It really sucks. I have hurt so many people. I have realized this over the past couple days. I have tried to fix things with most of the people i have hurt but that doesn't seem to be going very well. The one person i have hurt the most is the one i care about the most, but i am afrid to admit is. i am afraid to try to fix things because she probolly hates me and she has every right too. I am afraid that if i try to talk to her than she won't want to talk to me. She was my best friend and now i guess we arn't even friends. That is my fault. I donno. I really do still care about you tasha and i wish i still ment atleast something to you. I mess everything up. I can't do anything right. No matter how hard i try i always end up screwing up and hurting people in the process.