Blech.
Every time I try to write an entry, I end up adding myself as a friend on livejournal. I'm not sure how this happens but I just don't ask questions anymore.
Life has been pretty good lately, minus the minor detail of being sick. Yes, it's come back to me and come back hard. I think it's different this time, stress related possibly, and disastrous to the events of my life but oh boy, I'm learning to appreciate sleep.
Today was the last day of class and next week is finals week. Although I only have 3 finals that I even need to worry about (5 total) I'm still stressed out. And I don't want to leave campus. I adore this place and all the people I've met. I don't know what three months at home is going to do for me, other than allow me to watch Conan O'Brien and make me find a job.
Things that I've done:
-stayed up all night on Saturday for the pure fun of it with Emily. We watched Cabin Fever and The Sweetest Thing and went on excursions. I spent a good deal of money but it was all worth it just to be happy and sleepless.
-Went to many a parties. I don't know what's happened to me but lately, I just want to get drunk. And I have. This could be one of the things that's detrimental to my health but I'm enjoying it and I'm still doing everything I need to, so I don't see a problem.
-Pondered what life after death is like, what love truly is, and how movies can change me.
-Enjoyed working. Lately, my office has been fun and challenging and I think they actually see me as a valuable part of it. Maybe it's because I keep typing even though I'm coughing up a storm, but it's making me feel included and worthy.
-Written a term paper that wasn't completely destroyed. I actually think my philosophy professor may have liked it. I still worry about that class but I honestly think that I'm doing better now. and this is good because philosophy is what I want to excel in. It's hard for me, not like psychology is, and it's close to my heart.
-Gone through drama involving leadership positions and what I want in life. I'm going to be a good secretary and the rest of the executive board is going to be marvelous, too. It shouldn't be this difficult.
-Like, no like, like, no like. I don't know where this hand is going to end up but I'll just let it roll.
-Spent way too much time with certain amazing people who will be meeting at my party during June. I live in a different room in a different part of the Quad with different people who accept me. Take that.
-Remained silent for an entire day just to give a message about the world's silence regarding gay issues. It was amazing, hard, and made me quite adept at talking. Thus, now I won't shut up.
Next up: finding movies to watch because I like doing nothing, sleeping some more, getting a shirt that features Socrates in a pimp hat, packing, working 11 hours in two days.
Question for you: If you could choose to be a professor on any topic (and let's assume that you wanted to be) which topic would you teach and why?
I would teach abnormal psychology or introduction to philosophy.
Schools over. Be lenient on what I discuss.
Life has been pretty good lately, minus the minor detail of being sick. Yes, it's come back to me and come back hard. I think it's different this time, stress related possibly, and disastrous to the events of my life but oh boy, I'm learning to appreciate sleep.
Today was the last day of class and next week is finals week. Although I only have 3 finals that I even need to worry about (5 total) I'm still stressed out. And I don't want to leave campus. I adore this place and all the people I've met. I don't know what three months at home is going to do for me, other than allow me to watch Conan O'Brien and make me find a job.
Things that I've done:
-stayed up all night on Saturday for the pure fun of it with Emily. We watched Cabin Fever and The Sweetest Thing and went on excursions. I spent a good deal of money but it was all worth it just to be happy and sleepless.
-Went to many a parties. I don't know what's happened to me but lately, I just want to get drunk. And I have. This could be one of the things that's detrimental to my health but I'm enjoying it and I'm still doing everything I need to, so I don't see a problem.
-Pondered what life after death is like, what love truly is, and how movies can change me.
-Enjoyed working. Lately, my office has been fun and challenging and I think they actually see me as a valuable part of it. Maybe it's because I keep typing even though I'm coughing up a storm, but it's making me feel included and worthy.
-Written a term paper that wasn't completely destroyed. I actually think my philosophy professor may have liked it. I still worry about that class but I honestly think that I'm doing better now. and this is good because philosophy is what I want to excel in. It's hard for me, not like psychology is, and it's close to my heart.
-Gone through drama involving leadership positions and what I want in life. I'm going to be a good secretary and the rest of the executive board is going to be marvelous, too. It shouldn't be this difficult.
-Like, no like, like, no like. I don't know where this hand is going to end up but I'll just let it roll.
-Spent way too much time with certain amazing people who will be meeting at my party during June. I live in a different room in a different part of the Quad with different people who accept me. Take that.
-Remained silent for an entire day just to give a message about the world's silence regarding gay issues. It was amazing, hard, and made me quite adept at talking. Thus, now I won't shut up.
Next up: finding movies to watch because I like doing nothing, sleeping some more, getting a shirt that features Socrates in a pimp hat, packing, working 11 hours in two days.
Question for you: If you could choose to be a professor on any topic (and let's assume that you wanted to be) which topic would you teach and why?
I would teach abnormal psychology or introduction to philosophy.
Schools over. Be lenient on what I discuss.