Apr 27, 2011 18:29
Gardening is going well. My sunflowers, peas, and carrots are sprouting. My broccoli is getting bigger and ever since I planted more stuff back there my strawberry plants that survived the winter have gotten bigger and greener; I guess they're happy. My orange tree smells amazing and my other little plant I brought home from horticulture is beautiful, it's grown and bloomed a lot of it's pink little flowers. I love gardening!
I'm going into arts and crafts. First crochet, I want to learn Amigurumi, which is Japanese for little toys or something.. pretty much crocheting little figurines/stuffed toys. Pretty much, cutesy, cool stuffs. I'm thinking about maybe stamping/cutting metal and soldering to make jewelry. It sounds really cool and fun.
I haven't had soda since Saturday. So I am on day four. I have a ridiculous headache and would love a nice cool Dr. Pepper, but I'm holding strong and sticking with my iced water, so refreshing. :)
I'm lost as to what to do to mend my broken heart. I fell in love with a man and he doesn't respect me. I guess I fell in love with his lies from the beginning, I was just stupid enough to keep believing there was truth in them and that change was on its way. Am I not supposed to be hurting? I don't care what the answer to that is. I do hurt. I am furious. I am disgusted. I deserve more and better.