You're so beautiful, but your heart is caving in
So I finally met Allison Francis last night. Not to be gay or anything, but it was an epic joining of two souls destined to meet. hahaha I got to see her play and we bonded like woah. I wish she could stay in Massapequa! She is a quality lady to say the least.
It was so nice to see everyone last night. The Pelly's fucking rock and we are gonna chill "out of context." We have plans to go to Montauk at some point. Hopefully I'll be going to the city to hang out with Jenn. I'll definitely be visiting Liz, Allison, Megan, and Kelsie at Boston next semester! I might visit Allison during the summer. Sick life.
I'm having ups and downs. Right now is an up which is nice since lately there have been some downs (haha downs). Doug has helped me so much.
I'll get back to that in a minute. I have to say this. Allison's music made me tear up. Keeping to myself. The point where she says "I am not alone" at the end. I can just feel the emotion and all of the feeling she puts into her music. I got chills yesterday when she played. I'm getting chills listening to her right now. It's rare for me to feel this way about music, but it's such an amazing feel. I like it.
I'd be writing more in here, but I'm having intense conversations with Lizzy Jayne right now. I have so much to say too! I guess it'll have to wait. Lizzy takes priority right now.
My biggest fear in life is forgetting all I know and not remembering the important things that happen in my life. I think I've been over that before. Why am I so afraid if I have this journal to remember everything? I don't get it.
It was so nice to see everyone last night. The Pelly's fucking rock and we are gonna chill "out of context." We have plans to go to Montauk at some point. Hopefully I'll be going to the city to hang out with Jenn. I'll definitely be visiting Liz, Allison, Megan, and Kelsie at Boston next semester! I might visit Allison during the summer. Sick life.
I'm having ups and downs. Right now is an up which is nice since lately there have been some downs (haha downs). Doug has helped me so much.
I'll get back to that in a minute. I have to say this. Allison's music made me tear up. Keeping to myself. The point where she says "I am not alone" at the end. I can just feel the emotion and all of the feeling she puts into her music. I got chills yesterday when she played. I'm getting chills listening to her right now. It's rare for me to feel this way about music, but it's such an amazing feel. I like it.
I'd be writing more in here, but I'm having intense conversations with Lizzy Jayne right now. I have so much to say too! I guess it'll have to wait. Lizzy takes priority right now.
My biggest fear in life is forgetting all I know and not remembering the important things that happen in my life. I think I've been over that before. Why am I so afraid if I have this journal to remember everything? I don't get it.