Today
ugh so tired ugh why don't know
I think my yucky poisonous thoughts are starting to catch up with me again. I'm exhausted...
Last night Ricardo called me to go on some crazy, late, last-minute adventure. We went to Late Night and got chicken strips (after we ate his fried rice in line) and met Eunice for boba. It was pretty chill. I do like the weird random shit Ricardo calls me to do with him. Sometimes, at least.
But during our adventure, I started feeling sick (as I sometimes have lately). I know the last time I went to Late Night I pretty much felt like I was gonna die, haha. This time wasn't as bad but by the time we finished getting boba and Ricardo was walking me back to my dorm (WHAT?! I know, I was surprised too) I almost couldn't feel my legs. My world felt like it was shifting, although it wasn't as bad as it has gotten. I don't think I really had vertigo this time, I was just terribly disoriented.
On my way back in, I saw this kid Max sleeping in the lounge so I went over to investigate. I ended up waking him up and we talked for a short while. Then I found out from Bree that Lemicher was worried about me (???) as she walked by. So I eventually went back to dorm and got ready to sleep.
This morning I was kinda exhausted from going to bed at like 2 and getting up before 8, but it was fine. I went to sociology discussion and we did a fun group activity thing. We also picked partners for the research component of our first paper and I eenie meenie miney mo'ed Betty, the first girl who I ever talked to in that class/ discussion. I was excited that I wouldn't be working with Thiya. Haha I'm so mean. But Betty seems really busy; I hope we're able to get this shit done =/ We don't even know what we're doing yet haha.
Then I walked with this kid Sean from my discussion for a while before I went back to my dorm. He's probably one of the cooler white people I've met. We talked Beatles for a little while and I invited him to my Beatles DeCal. Then back at dorm I wasted a bunch of time and grabbed some food to take with me to the piano room so I could play and eat haha. Fatty loves her piano♥ Some girl opened the door almost directly after I sat down, which kinda startled me, but she ran away pretty fast so I couldn't offer to her the piano. Oh well.
I ate and played and I was sucking really bad and felt unmotivated, so I came back to dorm and ended up taking a DELICIOUS nap. Mmmm, naps are frequently more tasty than my nighttime rest♥ This one was extra tasty. Then it was time for me to hurry up and submit my questions for my 45C discussion before I headed off to my Beatles class.
I met Sean on the way there and we went together. It was pretty interesting today and we got to see some video clips of the Beatles arriving in America and performing on the Ed Sullivan show. It's really ridiculous how much those girls liked the Beatles. It was astonishing, really. The Beatles were incredible, I admit, but those girls did not seem to appreciate them for their humor or their music. We also got to listen to a Christmas message by the Beatles put out in 1963. It was really cute! They were screwing around and singing and such.
In the middle of class I realized that because of my nap I hadn't really eaten properly and I was very hungry. By the time I started walking back to my dorm, I was about to pass out. Very exciting. So I went pee and dropped off my stuff and immediately headed to Crossroads to get FOOD. Thank goodness there was no line yet. I probably ate way too much like usual, but I was getting really shaky by the time I sat down with my food and the shakiness wouldn't go away =( so I kept eating.
There, I saw Thiya (lol) and sat with her and her friends Phelby(sp?) and Ishi. They were pretty nice. Phelby actually lives in Wada, in the same unit as I do. So we kinda walked back together and I came back up to my room. Now I'm still all stumbly but it's definitely not due to hunger. Why am I so tired? Ugh. I need to read another 40 pages of Middlemarch. Then I need to glance at sparknotes or something to make sure I got the basics down like setting, because I tend to overlook things like that. I also need to shower and shave...but I'm just so tired, all I feel like doing is sleeping even more. Should I give in? =/ ahhhh
I'm determined to be productive! But that nap sounds so enticing...
Gosh, Paul was such a ham. lol
I think my yucky poisonous thoughts are starting to catch up with me again. I'm exhausted...
Last night Ricardo called me to go on some crazy, late, last-minute adventure. We went to Late Night and got chicken strips (after we ate his fried rice in line) and met Eunice for boba. It was pretty chill. I do like the weird random shit Ricardo calls me to do with him. Sometimes, at least.
But during our adventure, I started feeling sick (as I sometimes have lately). I know the last time I went to Late Night I pretty much felt like I was gonna die, haha. This time wasn't as bad but by the time we finished getting boba and Ricardo was walking me back to my dorm (WHAT?! I know, I was surprised too) I almost couldn't feel my legs. My world felt like it was shifting, although it wasn't as bad as it has gotten. I don't think I really had vertigo this time, I was just terribly disoriented.
On my way back in, I saw this kid Max sleeping in the lounge so I went over to investigate. I ended up waking him up and we talked for a short while. Then I found out from Bree that Lemicher was worried about me (???) as she walked by. So I eventually went back to dorm and got ready to sleep.
This morning I was kinda exhausted from going to bed at like 2 and getting up before 8, but it was fine. I went to sociology discussion and we did a fun group activity thing. We also picked partners for the research component of our first paper and I eenie meenie miney mo'ed Betty, the first girl who I ever talked to in that class/ discussion. I was excited that I wouldn't be working with Thiya. Haha I'm so mean. But Betty seems really busy; I hope we're able to get this shit done =/ We don't even know what we're doing yet haha.
Then I walked with this kid Sean from my discussion for a while before I went back to my dorm. He's probably one of the cooler white people I've met. We talked Beatles for a little while and I invited him to my Beatles DeCal. Then back at dorm I wasted a bunch of time and grabbed some food to take with me to the piano room so I could play and eat haha. Fatty loves her piano♥ Some girl opened the door almost directly after I sat down, which kinda startled me, but she ran away pretty fast so I couldn't offer to her the piano. Oh well.
I ate and played and I was sucking really bad and felt unmotivated, so I came back to dorm and ended up taking a DELICIOUS nap. Mmmm, naps are frequently more tasty than my nighttime rest♥ This one was extra tasty. Then it was time for me to hurry up and submit my questions for my 45C discussion before I headed off to my Beatles class.
I met Sean on the way there and we went together. It was pretty interesting today and we got to see some video clips of the Beatles arriving in America and performing on the Ed Sullivan show. It's really ridiculous how much those girls liked the Beatles. It was astonishing, really. The Beatles were incredible, I admit, but those girls did not seem to appreciate them for their humor or their music. We also got to listen to a Christmas message by the Beatles put out in 1963. It was really cute! They were screwing around and singing and such.
In the middle of class I realized that because of my nap I hadn't really eaten properly and I was very hungry. By the time I started walking back to my dorm, I was about to pass out. Very exciting. So I went pee and dropped off my stuff and immediately headed to Crossroads to get FOOD. Thank goodness there was no line yet. I probably ate way too much like usual, but I was getting really shaky by the time I sat down with my food and the shakiness wouldn't go away =( so I kept eating.
There, I saw Thiya (lol) and sat with her and her friends Phelby(sp?) and Ishi. They were pretty nice. Phelby actually lives in Wada, in the same unit as I do. So we kinda walked back together and I came back up to my room. Now I'm still all stumbly but it's definitely not due to hunger. Why am I so tired? Ugh. I need to read another 40 pages of Middlemarch. Then I need to glance at sparknotes or something to make sure I got the basics down like setting, because I tend to overlook things like that. I also need to shower and shave...but I'm just so tired, all I feel like doing is sleeping even more. Should I give in? =/ ahhhh
I'm determined to be productive! But that nap sounds so enticing...
Gosh, Paul was such a ham. lol