Sep 06, 2004 00:07
ok so im trying to go ----- edge
fucking a i had a beer and a beer bong.
so i just notice im fucked up and i type slow.
wow the enter button is cool
butt haha
ok so anyways. i wanna fight. no really i wanna get a black eye or broken ribbs. so i tried my hardest again. fuck yous and fuck this and fuck that. all that shit. haha so this one bitch comes up to me and says "how does it feel to be alone?" mother fucker. that fucking hurts. more then a black eye or broken ribb. son of a bitch... i wanna DIE fuck that shit. jk. no but it made me think. alone.... wow it's like this alone ::woosh the air blows:: stupid bitch. so we got to talking. i said you could be with someone but still feel alone... isnt that right? sure it is. you could have someone and all but if they dont back you up then youre alone. well it's like this. your with someone. "hey whats up?" "like you" "what? you dont like me fucking a!" hahah so now your alone. i'm not alone. shit. i back myself up. im just saying.. if i could find someone that is more fucked up then me. likes me #2. wont be afraid to tell me off. fuck shit up. runs from the cop. all these rules... hahah im going to be alone. i dont care. people arent going to be what you want. that is the beauty of it. people are people and you could never be alone because no matter what there is someone. i know i just been fucking up but i had fun. i dont regret anything. the only thing i could regret is the talking. i miss the talking. call me gay whatever the fuck. i love talking. sometimes it gets to the point where you dont have to talk. there is this look. it makes you smile. i cant give the look. only chicks can. omfg. some chicks could give that look you would kill for. shit 80's chick has the most beautiful look ever. you could melt. i dont blame joe for like'n her. i donno. i donno anymore. i never know you could say. i do. i know i do. and when the time comes when everyone sees what im talking about it's going to be the time im dead. well im jon and im alone. i think it sucks but then all i could say is "YEAH DUDE"- steve-o of jackass.