*tear*
Lui left today.
I'm so confused. I couldn't cry when we were at the airport and barely at home since the morning. I don't think it's actually hit me. But it's so empty... and I'm so tired I don't know what to think about anything. I'm coughing up some mad Lugi's too. Docter tomorrow at 3:30. :( boooo hoooo I just want to go to sleep and not have to think but I have to watch my siblings. Lui finished my dreadlock last night. Man what am I gonna do without her? I just lost my closest sister. I would see her everyday for the last 8 months. I don't think there has been a full 24 hours other than when she was in Michigan that I just didn't see her at all...Seeing her bed and empty spaces her stuff used to occupy is just so shitty. But I don't want to move her bed and things she left behind. I'm so dumb right now. Just completley out of it. I hate this.
I'm so confused. I couldn't cry when we were at the airport and barely at home since the morning. I don't think it's actually hit me. But it's so empty... and I'm so tired I don't know what to think about anything. I'm coughing up some mad Lugi's too. Docter tomorrow at 3:30. :( boooo hoooo I just want to go to sleep and not have to think but I have to watch my siblings. Lui finished my dreadlock last night. Man what am I gonna do without her? I just lost my closest sister. I would see her everyday for the last 8 months. I don't think there has been a full 24 hours other than when she was in Michigan that I just didn't see her at all...Seeing her bed and empty spaces her stuff used to occupy is just so shitty. But I don't want to move her bed and things she left behind. I'm so dumb right now. Just completley out of it. I hate this.