Just get it just get it just get it chooooooooooo.
Today I felt like such a loser.
I was looking forward to writing in my livejournal for a while.
haha.
I didn't make chamber orchestra
I feel like a failure a lot lately.
Today was a nice break sorta from a lot of things, drama, the usual.
Well mostly anyway.
I had a very awesome enlightenment today in brad's car
We were listening to Orgy and it was just AMAZING.
I've always liked hardcore music but I'd never really listened to a lot other than around my friends and poison the well when I'm pissed off or something. But good hardcore is so fucking awesome. I think it's really fucking crazy how people can do that with thier voices and it just be perfect like they're screaming poetry. I really wish I could release my anger and bitterness and emotions like that. Maybe I can who knows. I've never really tried screamed like that. It would be so awesome though. I'm sick of holding shit in all the time. I'm sick of getting walked over and taken advantage of and depended on in spite of it. I really want to do something about that. I'm really happy with the way I'm content with how living though. Should always be thankful right. Word. I'd really like to listen to some more GOOD hardcore. If you have any suggestions you're awesome.
I hung out with jim tonight
He drew me a picture with markers
it was pimp
we did word find
I beat him.
1 1/2 days of school dude
yeah.
I was looking forward to writing in my livejournal for a while.
haha.
I didn't make chamber orchestra
I feel like a failure a lot lately.
Today was a nice break sorta from a lot of things, drama, the usual.
Well mostly anyway.
I had a very awesome enlightenment today in brad's car
We were listening to Orgy and it was just AMAZING.
I've always liked hardcore music but I'd never really listened to a lot other than around my friends and poison the well when I'm pissed off or something. But good hardcore is so fucking awesome. I think it's really fucking crazy how people can do that with thier voices and it just be perfect like they're screaming poetry. I really wish I could release my anger and bitterness and emotions like that. Maybe I can who knows. I've never really tried screamed like that. It would be so awesome though. I'm sick of holding shit in all the time. I'm sick of getting walked over and taken advantage of and depended on in spite of it. I really want to do something about that. I'm really happy with the way I'm content with how living though. Should always be thankful right. Word. I'd really like to listen to some more GOOD hardcore. If you have any suggestions you're awesome.
I hung out with jim tonight
He drew me a picture with markers
it was pimp
we did word find
I beat him.
1 1/2 days of school dude
yeah.