i keep trying to fill this void with people and things but it wont do
i seem to be suffering from some form of existential crisis. panic attacks, making me feel like i need to run and run and run forever. i feel like everyone knows what they want to do with their life and i have a few vague ideas of what i might like to do but im not even sure about them. i dont even know what im doing for the summer, how im going to afford rent-RANT RANT RANT
i appologize....that's boring.
how about some inflatable fun?
nothing is new. ive been rejected, ive been accepted, ive been cast aside.
my feather collection is waning. i need more.
i saw a couple of pheasants trouncing through a field on a bikeride near the river yesterday and then i realized that i always have my ipod plugged into my head, took it off and watched these two birds walking through the tall grass. on my ride home (sans pod) i saw a lot more because i was listening to everything around me. cranes, geese fighting, river cats sneaking through the forest, even muskrats. (but those are gross and i would rather have not seen them.)
today i sat in a big field filled with tall grass and dandelions and watched the sunset. its nice to have moments to yourself.(this was also sans ipod)
i appologize....that's boring.
how about some inflatable fun?
nothing is new. ive been rejected, ive been accepted, ive been cast aside.
my feather collection is waning. i need more.
i saw a couple of pheasants trouncing through a field on a bikeride near the river yesterday and then i realized that i always have my ipod plugged into my head, took it off and watched these two birds walking through the tall grass. on my ride home (sans pod) i saw a lot more because i was listening to everything around me. cranes, geese fighting, river cats sneaking through the forest, even muskrats. (but those are gross and i would rather have not seen them.)
today i sat in a big field filled with tall grass and dandelions and watched the sunset. its nice to have moments to yourself.(this was also sans ipod)