Something to write home about.

[call_me_chingy]

actually, maybe i should write a decent entry. I never do anymore and i guess it kind of feels better to just type all your feelings out onto a computer screen for people to read. Ill just be random and blurt things out. i never answer my phone and i hate that i never do. cuz its not that i ignore people, i just hate talking on the phone. texting people sounds better to me. so if u ever want to know how to contact me, text me a message. oh and voicemails suck. worst invention ever. i dont regret my adventure with suzy steen danielle blake kyle and trey. just something to experience, and regrets are stupid anyway. you cant take them back so why even want to? i guess wanting to is legit. anyway...i miss brian more than anything. i mean, i miss him the same amount i miss dawn, which is alot. sometimes i want to punch a kitten because it sucks having him not home. if he was, id never leave my house. we just lay on my round bed and eat icecream. cuz i like icecream. genessa really knows how to have a girls back on things. and i appreciate that so much. same with susy. and krystal. i really appreciate those girls a lot. im not a mean person so letting someone down, or having to tell them i have a boyfriend (well.. that parts not hard to tell someone) sucks. and what sucks is telling people things that never happened, for instance no kissing was involved. but its hard having the one you're with out of town for so long. but if genessa can do it, i can too. and mackenzie as well. todays moms bday and i made her breakfast and bought her a shirt that was so cute, but made with wool. i forgot shes lergic to wool. i suck. she loved it anyway. moms have to love everything you do. well...not everything. she hates pot. potpotpot. blake makes me laugh. where the hell has alex been? mexico? yeah. for a bit.josh keeps calling me. but yet again, i hate phone calls. click. we leave for tour on the 10th. im not ready. well...i am. im just..gonna miss being home. i always do. i get so used to being here, then i have to be gone for 2 weeks. but when i get home, dawn will be with me. and so will brian <3
id rather save the girl lose the world.