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i went to write a new entry.
but as soon as i got to this screen, the "update journal" screen, my hands froze.
fuck it. i already started, i might as well finish.
theres too many things on my mind right now, an overflow of contradictions on myself. its cool. i wish i could be more like you. yeahh. thatd be nice. maybe it would be easier for me to write journal entries. or sleep at night. cuz right now, i could use a good nights rest. Beds are way overrated.. and im getting sick of waking up every 20 minutes to flip. or roll to the left. or shut my laptop so i cant hear the songs on my itunes playing anymore. my grammar at typing has gotten worse as well.. you cant tell, obviously because i will try to find errors before i click the update button. im sorry if there are any. i guess i shouldnt be sorry. its my fault, so id be apologising to myself which is ridiculous. i don't even want to hear it. not wanting to hear yourself. thats original. I woke up early today to actaully do things instead of sleeping in until 2:30 in the afternoon only to find all my plans have already been fucked over. So the only thing left to do that day is wait until 6:15 when i drive to band practice. What a fulfilling day!
i have some laundry to do. I think yellows.
but as soon as i got to this screen, the "update journal" screen, my hands froze.
fuck it. i already started, i might as well finish.
theres too many things on my mind right now, an overflow of contradictions on myself. its cool. i wish i could be more like you. yeahh. thatd be nice. maybe it would be easier for me to write journal entries. or sleep at night. cuz right now, i could use a good nights rest. Beds are way overrated.. and im getting sick of waking up every 20 minutes to flip. or roll to the left. or shut my laptop so i cant hear the songs on my itunes playing anymore. my grammar at typing has gotten worse as well.. you cant tell, obviously because i will try to find errors before i click the update button. im sorry if there are any. i guess i shouldnt be sorry. its my fault, so id be apologising to myself which is ridiculous. i don't even want to hear it. not wanting to hear yourself. thats original. I woke up early today to actaully do things instead of sleeping in until 2:30 in the afternoon only to find all my plans have already been fucked over. So the only thing left to do that day is wait until 6:15 when i drive to band practice. What a fulfilling day!
i have some laundry to do. I think yellows.