Life.

Feb 16, 2008 02:03

I don't think you quite realize how fast time flies and the relations you make with it.

I'm almost 3/4 finished with my Senior year. 
that means i will be leaving a lot of my good friends behind
and starting on a new adventure into college. 
scary.
but extreamly thrilling a the same time.

I remember when this site was a big deal.
I hated it.
I hate exploiting my 'feelings' on the internet. 
I like being able to relate to people and get advice.
but i have definitly discouraged from saying how down I may feel all the time.

over hte years, ive taken a different approach to life.
ive become one of the most optimistic people around.
I strive to make people smile or laugh.
Drama causes drama comes from drama and I think happiness avoids it all really. 
if your happy with the way things are, theres no need to hide from people.

i definitly miss my friends from the last few years that I've grown semi-further away from.
i definitly miss Luna. Thats a no brainer. Its a shame she couldnt come down over winter break.. i think that would have been way fun.
I miss hanging out with the skater-boys crew of mike moreau, cam, tk, and all of them from last year, even if my mom accused me of becoming a gangbanger. it was still uber fun hanging out with them!
I miss the days Jeff and Mason would randomly stop by and then we would play soccer or prank call Julia 
I miss the skating paloozas. A lot! unfortunally, the majority of us have boyfriends now.. so we dont get to see eachother as much.
i miss when the VIPPPS would hang out, and get together with Andy or frausty or whoever and we all skated together. 
I miss when carl and josh were the goofiest kids around
I miss when JJ and the boys were more innocent than they are now. I wish everyone still hung out with each other.
I miss the innocent times in general.

what happened to our world?

after the vacation to europe this summer, i cant help but ask why people get so worked up over the little things. I would hate to end on a bad note with people. Sure, we may not all keep in contact, but i'd like to talk to a lot of the people I had amazing times with over the years and see how theyre doing and help if needed. I'm also very happy with having mason as a boyfriend. hes one of the sweetest guys i know and i'm glad that I can still call him my best friend, and continnue to call that even if the relationship stopped for some reason or another. I think hes a wonderful guy and that I am so lucky to have him.

i've come to discover that i want to help people in life.
I really like helping them with exercise and keeping healthy,
but I also like the psychological aspect too... 
i dont knwo what id do with any of it.
i just like helping people when they are clueless on what to do.

I think thats why i like theater so much. if i dont know the answer, you basically make it up yourself and make it soudn good. Theater is going to be the hardest thing to let go next year when i go off to college.. that and all my peers within the department. I'm so proud of the underclassmen and how the upperclassmen has treated them and earned their respect. Its beautiful to see that respect can still be foudn in this day in age. expecially with all the bros around, its weird to think tehre still are some good people whtin the world.

I like to think. I like making people think.

College is going to be a whole 'nother adventire
one things for sure
Im LOVING the dancing from bye bye birdie!!!!
Austin is going to to continue to be my latino dance partner
and i'll be teaching mason the steps one of these weekends.
gotta break the white-dancing mode. lol. 
I absolutly love guys that know how to dance!
and hopefully I can transfer this love and enthusiasm to ice dancing or whatever for Disney on ice. 
I think that would be amazing.

Life has become insane.

im just coming along for the ride.
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