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sometimes i make the biggest mistakes in the world.
do i think things are going to be different? do i honestly think they will change? that he means the things that he says?
what is there even to be different anyway?
i need to start thinking better. and i think i was right when i said i didn't want anything to do with him. because i am right. all it does is hurt me.
"i don't want to leave here with false hopes."
and i think i did. not saying that's his fault at all, because he's not the one making me think how i do, or act how i do.
where is my table now? 2 days later?
it's like i can predict the future or something.
i knew nothing would change.
do i think things are going to be different? do i honestly think they will change? that he means the things that he says?
what is there even to be different anyway?
i need to start thinking better. and i think i was right when i said i didn't want anything to do with him. because i am right. all it does is hurt me.
"i don't want to leave here with false hopes."
and i think i did. not saying that's his fault at all, because he's not the one making me think how i do, or act how i do.
where is my table now? 2 days later?
it's like i can predict the future or something.
i knew nothing would change.