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there is shit piled on top of shit on top of shit
i have had one of the ALL TIME WORST DAYS EVER
i owe madison service center $45 for "fixing" my window
i am kicked out of volleyball practice for 2 days because someone's parent's called my principal and complained about me
i have to take PE
i am a heartbroken worthless piece of shit
lauren was driving my car home from the show and it broke down on the interstate
and will not restart. i god damn hate that car. so fuckin much.
i am uncontrollable.
i am sorry for everything that i do, that i say, that i don't say or don't do. i wish this was easy. i AM happy when i'm around you, that's why i'd like to continue to be around you. i think i'm the saddest when you leave.
i stood in the driveway while you pulled out. i waited until you pulled all the way out to cry.
i don't understand everything that goes on. i don't expect you to either. this is tearing me up inside. so very bad.
it seems too late for so many things. nothing i can say now can make a difference.
i hoped you would turn around and come back, because i wanted you to so bad. i didn't hug you before you left. but i knew that you wouldn't.
in a week you will be gone.
i have so many questions, so many things to say. there is still so much we had planned to do but never have.
i'll stop telling you i love you.
i am an independent woman afterall, eh?
i have had one of the ALL TIME WORST DAYS EVER
i owe madison service center $45 for "fixing" my window
i am kicked out of volleyball practice for 2 days because someone's parent's called my principal and complained about me
i have to take PE
i am a heartbroken worthless piece of shit
lauren was driving my car home from the show and it broke down on the interstate
and will not restart. i god damn hate that car. so fuckin much.
i am uncontrollable.
i am sorry for everything that i do, that i say, that i don't say or don't do. i wish this was easy. i AM happy when i'm around you, that's why i'd like to continue to be around you. i think i'm the saddest when you leave.
i stood in the driveway while you pulled out. i waited until you pulled all the way out to cry.
i don't understand everything that goes on. i don't expect you to either. this is tearing me up inside. so very bad.
it seems too late for so many things. nothing i can say now can make a difference.
i hoped you would turn around and come back, because i wanted you to so bad. i didn't hug you before you left. but i knew that you wouldn't.
in a week you will be gone.
i have so many questions, so many things to say. there is still so much we had planned to do but never have.
i'll stop telling you i love you.
i am an independent woman afterall, eh?