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Sometimes when I get stressed I'm just incapable of communicating, no matter how much I want to. This has been a year filled with stresses, both good and bad. The last few months have been fairly rough for me, even though nothing tragic has happened, but when I think of all I've been through this year it's not surprising:
*I've moved twice and moved out on my own for the first time
*I graduated from university
*I've started my first real relationship and we moved in together
*I started a job, moved within the company, and then quit
*I decided to take a new path in life for the next couple of years and do something different
*I was evacuated from my childhood home and faced the possibility of losing it
*A few close friends have moved away
I took a stress test a little while ago that rated all the changes that have happened over the last year, and my score was pretty high. So I really shouldn't be shocked or feel bad because I think I've been handling it fairly well. I just wish it didn't all make me feel so overwhelmed and isolated. And now I don't even know what my point was. I guess I want to break through this, to feel like I can talk to others even when I don't know what I want to say, because that's what usually stops me.
*I've moved twice and moved out on my own for the first time
*I graduated from university
*I've started my first real relationship and we moved in together
*I started a job, moved within the company, and then quit
*I decided to take a new path in life for the next couple of years and do something different
*I was evacuated from my childhood home and faced the possibility of losing it
*A few close friends have moved away
I took a stress test a little while ago that rated all the changes that have happened over the last year, and my score was pretty high. So I really shouldn't be shocked or feel bad because I think I've been handling it fairly well. I just wish it didn't all make me feel so overwhelmed and isolated. And now I don't even know what my point was. I guess I want to break through this, to feel like I can talk to others even when I don't know what I want to say, because that's what usually stops me.