Tuesday, May 11th, 2010.
Today, I called in sick. Yesterday ended terribly -- Ally and I finally broke up, like we should've before she left Lima. And for those of you that didn't know, yeah, the little brunette girl that sat and watched Glee for a week and a half back in April was my girlfriend. She is no longer. Anyway, even though I knew it was going to happen, I took it hard and I couldn't bring myself to leave home. I'm sorry I didn't say anything before, but it really was last minute, so I didn't have time. If you tried to get ahold of me, I'm sorry I didn't answer. I was wallowing today and didn't take any calls or texts or anything.
Santana found me, btw. So, don't worry about her most recent post. I think she's looking over my shoulder while I write this, actually.
I've seen these posts about Glee and how we're not a team and all that. And I know that I'm one of the seven that has been described as "dead weight." And I'm not going to argue. I don't have a passion for singing, and I'm not proud of my voice, so I do stay out of the challenges. I try hard, however, to keep up in rehearsal and learn what I need to learn for Nationals. I am serious about this competition. I want to win as much as the more dedicated members do, and I'm sorry if it hasn't seemed that way. But no matter what the outcome is for Nationals, there's a very good chance I won't be continuing Glee next year, since my interests aren't really in a vocal music realm. I need to find a different extracurricular that I'm really truly interested in and excited about.
ANYWAY. Moving on.
Puck -- We were supposed to play basketball today! I completely blanked about that when I skipped out on school today. I'm so sorry. Maybe we can do it next week?
Quinn -- Jasper told me he heard you were thinking about offering piano lessons this summer? I haven't played much since I was ten or eleven, but I'd actually really love to pick it up again. And I'm more than able to pay for lessons. Are you still planning to do that? Let me know! :)
Jasper -- I think going to look for your puppy might need to wait until next week. I'd still love to go with you, but I need a little time to recover, and getting a puppy the day before we leave for Nationals? Maybe not the best idea. But next week for sure!
Santana -- Thank you for coming over today. I can feel you reading this over my shoulder, so I want you to know that you really made me feel better. And maybe I shouldn't be feeling better quite this soon after what's happened, but whatever. I knew it was coming, and in a way, I'm sort of glad it happened. I love you. And yes, I'm getting off the computer now.
Santana found me, btw. So, don't worry about her most recent post. I think she's looking over my shoulder while I write this, actually.
I've seen these posts about Glee and how we're not a team and all that. And I know that I'm one of the seven that has been described as "dead weight." And I'm not going to argue. I don't have a passion for singing, and I'm not proud of my voice, so I do stay out of the challenges. I try hard, however, to keep up in rehearsal and learn what I need to learn for Nationals. I am serious about this competition. I want to win as much as the more dedicated members do, and I'm sorry if it hasn't seemed that way. But no matter what the outcome is for Nationals, there's a very good chance I won't be continuing Glee next year, since my interests aren't really in a vocal music realm. I need to find a different extracurricular that I'm really truly interested in and excited about.
ANYWAY. Moving on.
Puck -- We were supposed to play basketball today! I completely blanked about that when I skipped out on school today. I'm so sorry. Maybe we can do it next week?
Quinn -- Jasper told me he heard you were thinking about offering piano lessons this summer? I haven't played much since I was ten or eleven, but I'd actually really love to pick it up again. And I'm more than able to pay for lessons. Are you still planning to do that? Let me know! :)
Jasper -- I think going to look for your puppy might need to wait until next week. I'd still love to go with you, but I need a little time to recover, and getting a puppy the day before we leave for Nationals? Maybe not the best idea. But next week for sure!
Santana -- Thank you for coming over today. I can feel you reading this over my shoulder, so I want you to know that you really made me feel better. And maybe I shouldn't be feeling better quite this soon after what's happened, but whatever. I knew it was coming, and in a way, I'm sort of glad it happened. I love you. And yes, I'm getting off the computer now.