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Calvin and Hobbes and morphed into Calvin and Calvin. I don't understand why guys feel that they can't tell me that they have girlfriends. Do they think I am going to stab them to death with a fork?
I'm just ready to get back to Wazzu. Coreen is in the Bay Area. Les is going back to Santa Barbabra today (Friday). Hobbes-turned-Calvin isn't allowed (doesn't want) to hang out with me.
The following is just for me to get out. I just need somewhere to get my thoughts and feelings down. Normally this stuff would go in a diary, but unfortunately I don't have one. So you are more than welcome to stop here if you'd like.
I'm feeling overwhelmed right now. I'm upset that Hobbes-turned-Calvin doesn't care about our friendship. I'm stressed about starting my last semester at Wazzu. I'm nervous about starting back with the crew team as a photographer. I'm feeling somewhat isolated from my close friends. I'm freaked out that my friend from freshman year is getting married right after graduation--I'm not freaked about her getting married....but that my friends and I are old enough to get married. I'm getting tired of striking out with guys...actually I'm tired of not even making it to the plate to bat. I'm lonely--I don't need a guy to complete me, I finally know (or have a good idea) of who I am, and am comfortable with who I am....it's just that I want the kind of friendship/companionship that I can't get from 'just' friends.
Re-reading all of this, it appears that I am overwhelmed with the whole upcoming change in life. Transitioning from high school to university was probably stressful, but it was ... similar in structure. Even though I know that I'm going to Hallmark starting in September, it is a totally different environment that I have been exposed to. I will be doing ONLY photography and some business planning. I will be at a school with less than 300 students from 8-5, 5 days a week for 40 weeks. Don't get me wrong, I'm ooober excited, but I'm also nervous.
Ok, enough of that. I'm just rambling now. :o)
I'm just ready to get back to Wazzu. Coreen is in the Bay Area. Les is going back to Santa Barbabra today (Friday). Hobbes-turned-Calvin isn't allowed (doesn't want) to hang out with me.
The following is just for me to get out. I just need somewhere to get my thoughts and feelings down. Normally this stuff would go in a diary, but unfortunately I don't have one. So you are more than welcome to stop here if you'd like.
I'm feeling overwhelmed right now. I'm upset that Hobbes-turned-Calvin doesn't care about our friendship. I'm stressed about starting my last semester at Wazzu. I'm nervous about starting back with the crew team as a photographer. I'm feeling somewhat isolated from my close friends. I'm freaked out that my friend from freshman year is getting married right after graduation--I'm not freaked about her getting married....but that my friends and I are old enough to get married. I'm getting tired of striking out with guys...actually I'm tired of not even making it to the plate to bat. I'm lonely--I don't need a guy to complete me, I finally know (or have a good idea) of who I am, and am comfortable with who I am....it's just that I want the kind of friendship/companionship that I can't get from 'just' friends.
Re-reading all of this, it appears that I am overwhelmed with the whole upcoming change in life. Transitioning from high school to university was probably stressful, but it was ... similar in structure. Even though I know that I'm going to Hallmark starting in September, it is a totally different environment that I have been exposed to. I will be doing ONLY photography and some business planning. I will be at a school with less than 300 students from 8-5, 5 days a week for 40 weeks. Don't get me wrong, I'm ooober excited, but I'm also nervous.
Ok, enough of that. I'm just rambling now. :o)