Cut me deep

[caliscooter]

So today I was cut...cut really deep. I told my girl that she had to decide for herself what she wanted in life and this relationship. I can only do so much to help her be happy. This came after a monumentous decision I made after some facts came to light. Why is it in life when things just seem to be headed up they come tumbling down. Is it faith keeping me in check? Is it karma dealing me back what I've delt others? Is it some of my wrongs being righted in another manner? I ponder this with a heavy mind and soul that has been nip tucked in a botched surgery kind of way. I hate ultimatums but I've delt one and I don't know how it'll turnout. Is this what I worked for? For someone to be confused with another that treated you like shit, that beat you down mentally, that treated you like a doormat that he only used when he wanted to? I wish for the best, but the best may not be what I want my heart to hear in this moment of tear. Wish me luck in this my time of need.

Thanks,
Sliced and Diced twice.