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last day of 2004...look how much changed in one year
..some things for the better
some definitly for the worse
i wish i found katherine earlier in life haha
i'm glad i kno who my friends are
i think i might die next year without alyssa
and for the love life..im pretty much where i was one year ago..sad haha
why do i keep going on these stupid dates? i've been on like 4 in the past 3 weeks..one of them was yesturday..it was not good lol but when it was over i felt good...then i thought about everything and i really hate myself for it..i did it to myself and i cant change any of it
soo about change..i hope by this time next year things will be different
happy new year
..some things for the better
some definitly for the worse
i wish i found katherine earlier in life haha
i'm glad i kno who my friends are
i think i might die next year without alyssa
and for the love life..im pretty much where i was one year ago..sad haha
why do i keep going on these stupid dates? i've been on like 4 in the past 3 weeks..one of them was yesturday..it was not good lol but when it was over i felt good...then i thought about everything and i really hate myself for it..i did it to myself and i cant change any of it
soo about change..i hope by this time next year things will be different
happy new year