i think, i know, i need someone..
i want long hair.. or short.. not medium, it is sooo mediumish. eww
i have to reff a b-ball and volleyball game with a gal named Jakayla.. yeah. and use used whistles. i'm fucked.. in the ass, four times!
OMG.. today i noticed twomey or whoever.. had been jumped and half is face is swollen .. looks like he got one wisdom tooth removed except his neck and check r swollen. it was funny. you look at his left side and you are like "AHH monster" then he turns his head and you're like "oooo cute".. it was soo funny i couldn't stop laughing and then he started playing volleyball like a girl..o goodness. i was so bad i kept makn fun of him. oops lol.
talked to matt for like the first time in ever. i have been sooo busy lately. neways he said i was mean (yet kept laughign neways) cuz i kept makin fun of people. i am a negative person. i always critisize. i need to stop doing that.
i keep eating.. i am addicted. that or it is low form of depression. take your pick.
my foot fell asleep.
i have to finish writting that damn history paper. 5 done .. 5 more to go.
o and i think i might start makin these entries friends only.. maybe even private seeing as how no one reads my journal.w/e
SAT on saturday.
i hate feeling lonely. and right now that is how i feel. unloved. not unloved by like friends and such but unloved by like someone so close. only the type of love you can form with an individual of the opposite sex, one you want to spend every minute of everyday with. a friend.. who happens to be a boy. one that will do anything and everythng for you just to see your smile. whose goal in life is to make you happy. i need that. i need you , whomever you are.. please come find me. i need someone to help me out of this low to bring me higher and make me happy again, like i used to be :\
i am gonna stop procrastinating now... back to my paper
_^_
('_') cone head with big eyebrows or round head with hat.. fomcl, i'm a tired loser
i have to reff a b-ball and volleyball game with a gal named Jakayla.. yeah. and use used whistles. i'm fucked.. in the ass, four times!
OMG.. today i noticed twomey or whoever.. had been jumped and half is face is swollen .. looks like he got one wisdom tooth removed except his neck and check r swollen. it was funny. you look at his left side and you are like "AHH monster" then he turns his head and you're like "oooo cute".. it was soo funny i couldn't stop laughing and then he started playing volleyball like a girl..o goodness. i was so bad i kept makn fun of him. oops lol.
talked to matt for like the first time in ever. i have been sooo busy lately. neways he said i was mean (yet kept laughign neways) cuz i kept makin fun of people. i am a negative person. i always critisize. i need to stop doing that.
i keep eating.. i am addicted. that or it is low form of depression. take your pick.
my foot fell asleep.
i have to finish writting that damn history paper. 5 done .. 5 more to go.
o and i think i might start makin these entries friends only.. maybe even private seeing as how no one reads my journal.w/e
SAT on saturday.
i hate feeling lonely. and right now that is how i feel. unloved. not unloved by like friends and such but unloved by like someone so close. only the type of love you can form with an individual of the opposite sex, one you want to spend every minute of everyday with. a friend.. who happens to be a boy. one that will do anything and everythng for you just to see your smile. whose goal in life is to make you happy. i need that. i need you , whomever you are.. please come find me. i need someone to help me out of this low to bring me higher and make me happy again, like i used to be :\
i am gonna stop procrastinating now... back to my paper
_^_
('_') cone head with big eyebrows or round head with hat.. fomcl, i'm a tired loser