Apr 21, 2004 22:15
ok yesterday i ate like half of one of those big ass tubs of haagen dazs icecream.. then today i ate half of the other half left.. i keep on eating.. i think i am way too stressed! all i do is eat.. :( i am getting fat.
i didn't work or go to ballet tonight
oc tonight was fun.. went to see jade my love.
i am beyond the point of exaustion
i am so fuckin confused. i feel alll alone and i want to be alone but i dont like it yet i do.i want to seclude myself and when i do i go online and talk to people but then when they talk i am just like no too lazy gtg.. but then i am like i am bored lets talk o wait nope i don't want to. i want to do stuff with people and i don't. WTF. sorry everyone for being a dick past couple o days.
speakin of dicks.. that kid who showed me his piercing well he got another.. and yeah she showed a bunch of us his new one.. under the ball sack.. ok i think piercings down there r really unattractive and everyone seemed to agree
regret is awful but i stand my ground :(.. it hurts
i got my parking sticker today.. thast right, i have a G spot.. lol.. no you dirty child a spot in the g parking lot section by the stage and portables. G1. it is the lazyest of all spots. to park i just go straight past th gym and portables then stop and turn off the car.. no turnign nothing just straight. <3.. must be love.
i have to go typ ea paper and do test corrections.. suck cuz i just rememberd and damn it is already 10:30.
i thought everything was supposed to get better.. it's all going down
no one has shot me yet.. i asked you guys like a few entries ago.. *waits*