it's over.. and i don't think it's ever gonna be something again

Mar 03, 2004 09:35

this isn't neone's buisness but ours(sean and i) o and hers..

sean cheated on me.. yup on our on month anniversary, where was he... o thast right effin another girl.. and i know who it was.. kinda easy for me to guess, got it on my first try. could you think of a better way to say i love you then that? i can't.
well thast that.. i hate how you did this to me.. it hurts so bad and i don't wanu believe you when you say you love me and that you can't live without me.. cuz you can and you will. you wont die. you can't. not over this.
why did it take something like effin another girl to realize that you love me.. and to see how much youreally had.
i dunno what ur gonna do... cuz you said you want meback and u'll do nething.. so far u've done.. nothing but say sorry. thats it. woo omg wow you won me back.. cuz you said ur sorry and u love me... NOT!
i know that u said u have no excuse cuz you don't, even if you were drunk you were not drunk enough ot not be in control.. you COULD HAVE STOPPED URSELF.. but you DIDN'T!!! and thast what hurt me the most.. you didn't stop.. you didn't... :'(
why did you do it.. why? i wanu know. if you really love me then you wouldn't have done it, you wouldn't have hurt me so bad :'(
i feel bad posting this and havin everyone know what happened. i do i really do but yano what it will hurt 100 million X less then what you did to me. i at least have enough kindness to not say who you effed n stuff like that.. o and i haven't really said nething mean.. like EAT SH** AND DIE!!! so you should be thankful that i wont stoop down to ur level.. or hers. i blame the both of u for ruining our relationship cuz it takes two to do it.. and she didnt stop herself either.

i'm sick.. i think i have strept throat.. again. thank you sean. i feel like sh**, my head and neck and back and throat hurt really bad :'(.. ontop of my broken heart which hurts more then everything combined.
i can't eat, i can't sleep,... ur haunting me
meh i can't type nemore.. it freakin hurts
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