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Well, everything sucks lately.
We broke up... :( I don't even know what went wrong? It's still not making any sense. I had no idea it was coming, It was pretty much out of no where. He said he didn't want to get hurt even more in the future if we were to break up in a year or so, but the thing is.. none of that matters, everyone will go through it in their life. It doesn't matter who you're with, you'll get hurt sooner or later. I guess I just wasn't worth it to him.. I've been crying since 8 saturday night... I stop sometimes but I just start back up again. It definitely sucks and I'm very hurt right now. I don't even know what to do anymore. I mean If he doesn't ever think we'll get back together again then I guess theres nothing for me to do but move on... I don't want to move on at all. I'm going through so much pain right now, I didn't think it'd hurt this much but it does..=( It's a horrible feeling. I'm feeling so many different things right now. My head is killing me from all this crying. I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't even know why he was with me to begin with.. he deserves someone better. I'm not good enough for him, or for anyone..
...I had to vent...
After all, this is a journal..
I'm sorry =(