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I haven't been on here since I moved home!
Its really good to be back :) Im FINALLY here for good I no longer have to visit for just the weekends and then load up all my shit on sundays to go back to school.
I miss certain people and Cafe CoCo but thats about it!
My sister is moving out in like 2 weeks to a sweet flat downtown..Im kinda sad were not going to live together but Im happy for her to have her own place and it will be fun to stay with her when I need to get away from our mother!
I've been working full time at Varsity Spirit/UCA its so different from retail..alot less work for alot more money! and the best thing is I dont have to dress up like I had to at more than words :)
Im supposed to be moving the middle of august with my friend michelle somewhere near campus..we're not sure where yet we've just started looking around for something we both like.
Alzheimers is one of the weirdest things ever..my aunt whose had it for almost a year now was told she has one month left..its so scary and apparently it runs in the family so thats always something to look foward to. Me and my sister are going to go see her today just cuz we dont know of another day that we'll both be off work and be able to go together. I dont know if she'll remember me or not sometimes she can but she's had a stroke since I came back from school and isn't talking much. But it will still be good to have the chance to see her before she does pass away.
I've come to the realization that girls (yes even me) can make a reality in their head thats
not there. We can convince ourselves that things are way different than they really are..Im not really sure why or even how? but it sucks. we make our own options even if they aren't allowed we turn things at every possible angle to make them fit the way we need them to. I have no regrets for anything I've done really however I do have major doubts which 9 times out of 10 are totally my fault b/c I put them there for myself to deal with.
Im going to run now..hope everyone has a good memorial day :)
Its really good to be back :) Im FINALLY here for good I no longer have to visit for just the weekends and then load up all my shit on sundays to go back to school.
I miss certain people and Cafe CoCo but thats about it!
My sister is moving out in like 2 weeks to a sweet flat downtown..Im kinda sad were not going to live together but Im happy for her to have her own place and it will be fun to stay with her when I need to get away from our mother!
I've been working full time at Varsity Spirit/UCA its so different from retail..alot less work for alot more money! and the best thing is I dont have to dress up like I had to at more than words :)
Im supposed to be moving the middle of august with my friend michelle somewhere near campus..we're not sure where yet we've just started looking around for something we both like.
Alzheimers is one of the weirdest things ever..my aunt whose had it for almost a year now was told she has one month left..its so scary and apparently it runs in the family so thats always something to look foward to. Me and my sister are going to go see her today just cuz we dont know of another day that we'll both be off work and be able to go together. I dont know if she'll remember me or not sometimes she can but she's had a stroke since I came back from school and isn't talking much. But it will still be good to have the chance to see her before she does pass away.
I've come to the realization that girls (yes even me) can make a reality in their head thats
not there. We can convince ourselves that things are way different than they really are..Im not really sure why or even how? but it sucks. we make our own options even if they aren't allowed we turn things at every possible angle to make them fit the way we need them to. I have no regrets for anything I've done really however I do have major doubts which 9 times out of 10 are totally my fault b/c I put them there for myself to deal with.
Im going to run now..hope everyone has a good memorial day :)