the greatest gift ill ever know....
having certain feelings, then having said feelings change one hundred percent is definitely something hard to adjust to.
what really makes a person happy? having good friends, good times, family, fun yet simple things to do that just make you smile. But does this all depend on other people? others willing to do these things with you, maybe because all people have a need for companionship be it intimately or just friendship wise, the basis of this just seems to be someone who is wanted, someone who people enjoy being in the company of. what do you do when you dont have that, when all the people who genuinly DO want to be with you, want your company, want to hear you laugh and see you smile are out of reach. how do you go from being most wanted to not particularly unwanted, but not asked for.
that feeling, that knowing in your head, these people love me, they want me, being wanted, everyone yearns for that whether its subconscious or not, and when you're not feeding that want emotions run wild.
what really makes a person happy? having good friends, good times, family, fun yet simple things to do that just make you smile. But does this all depend on other people? others willing to do these things with you, maybe because all people have a need for companionship be it intimately or just friendship wise, the basis of this just seems to be someone who is wanted, someone who people enjoy being in the company of. what do you do when you dont have that, when all the people who genuinly DO want to be with you, want your company, want to hear you laugh and see you smile are out of reach. how do you go from being most wanted to not particularly unwanted, but not asked for.
that feeling, that knowing in your head, these people love me, they want me, being wanted, everyone yearns for that whether its subconscious or not, and when you're not feeding that want emotions run wild.