Contrive
Paralyzed.
Not by fear. Not by choice.
Hypnotized.
Lost in this blinding emotion.
Standardized.
Manipulated by my rotting mind.
Traumatized.
Emotional suicide, show me the way...
Derived...
Perishing. My will to fight you is fading.
The pain of the scars I'm evading
Are stretching their tendrils; slowly persuading
My heart with the poison it needs to survive.
Taking ahold like never before, I've...
Been to this cross-road where the terrors thrive...
Gasping for air, unable to speak what I feel
At this moment- the memories that steal
Like boiling blood in my throat, my vision unreal
For I know what I've lost was my truth.
The way I'm patronized, more of a punishment
Than any dream materialized in my waking hours.
My ambition devoured, I'm ostracized by every bond that held my trust.
Digging my nails in this flesh- realized too late by the shades of my lust.
Can drugged love, long gone sour, still devour the ashes?
I simply cower, trembling in despair in your palms. Empower me...
To face this agony strongly- or lead me to darkness to melt with his hate.
Not by fear. Not by choice.
Hypnotized.
Lost in this blinding emotion.
Standardized.
Manipulated by my rotting mind.
Traumatized.
Emotional suicide, show me the way...
Derived...
Perishing. My will to fight you is fading.
The pain of the scars I'm evading
Are stretching their tendrils; slowly persuading
My heart with the poison it needs to survive.
Taking ahold like never before, I've...
Been to this cross-road where the terrors thrive...
Gasping for air, unable to speak what I feel
At this moment- the memories that steal
Like boiling blood in my throat, my vision unreal
For I know what I've lost was my truth.
The way I'm patronized, more of a punishment
Than any dream materialized in my waking hours.
My ambition devoured, I'm ostracized by every bond that held my trust.
Digging my nails in this flesh- realized too late by the shades of my lust.
Can drugged love, long gone sour, still devour the ashes?
I simply cower, trembling in despair in your palms. Empower me...
To face this agony strongly- or lead me to darkness to melt with his hate.