Ok, so I might have pushed hard this week re:my workouts at the gym..damn squats and deadlifts! Going to take it easy this weekend and just do my follow up appt for exercise tomorrow..
The propane for my stove/oven finally gave out and turns out the '2nd tank' that was supposed to be full, was really the 1st tank not replaced yet w/new propane, & since my landlady still doesn't have her fuckin truck back from the shop ( late Sept my ass), I am getting by trying to make 2-3 meals a week that I do use the stove for by seeing if they're are microwaveable too ( saimin, my noodles/broth and meat for my beef pasta ( made it that way the 1st night w/the rest of the 4Pats meat and yeah, just like I thought, I used 8 servings & there was maybe 1-2 servings left, which got tossed)& think my Stir Fry w/meat n veggies might come out well too, trying it in a few nights)...going to see if I can make chicken tacos &/ swapping chicken for my pasta recipe 1 day soon...
I also got burritos ( 8 pack for $4.50!) For workout recovery meals for next week and cheese ravoili for stretching into 4-5 meals....
I have been waiting for a nice super sunny day in order to wash my backpack. That day was yesterday. I came back after a LONG, sore trip to KTA/Target/Walmart, got freshened up, washed my backpack w/some Tide, rang it out w/a towel and put it outside in the sun on my side of the pavement (before it hits the driveway which is both mine & the halfway house's to use)...check on it in an hour & it was FUCKING GONE! One of those fucks took it. You can't see my side of the house from the street n both our places are set way back from the road, you only come in this far if you have business here or are wanting to talk to 1 of us.
I was super pissed and had half a mind to ask who did it ( there are 10 ppl there as residents but ppl are frequently coming and going,.not a lot but I see new faces at least 2x/week) but I knew I just start swearing ( every other word would have been a curse word, ex. If this was FUCKEN garbage, I would have put in da FUCKING garbage can over by da FUCKEN garage, I'm not THAT fucking lazy, it was drying out, asshole, couldn't you see that was the reason behind it being wet/washed?).
Thought better of it and just opted to get a new fresh backpack from Walmart sn hour later ( walk there and back did not calm me down, neither did my 2 hrs of music but today, I am slowly becoming ok). The cheapest 1 was an Eastport light purple backpack ( doesn't have as many big pockets and isn't as big/long as my Jansport, but it was $17 vs $28 for the 2nd options of chokin Reebok backpacks) & it ended up ringing up at $11, so that made me happy.
For the past 2 wks, I have been ringing out my workout clothes and hanging them on the railing outside leading down/up the stairs into my place, but after yesterday,.they are now hanging in the windows that are getting sun and wind:)...
I had my 2nd interview and find out next week if I get hired....job duties scare me a little but hey, I need something SOON! My cousin has a tiny house on the 2nd lot she bought and while it looks cute, I'd have to give up my couch and dining table here, but if it is free rent.. I'd have to work out the logistics of getting into town n do my workouts before my errands, although, would get sweaty after every place..Idk, wait and see what comes up w/rentals for Dec/Jan..bus only goes there once in the morning and once again at like 4..
Readings: loving certain fanfics of Raelle/Scylla, Maya/Carina, Lauren/Leyla ( rewatched season 3 and what if Lauren's breakdown of throwing shit around the supply room was bc she had done the bribe ( we know she did bc it was implied and not outright shown to us) vs us thinking it was her reaction to being offered it? I saw her facial expressions when Leyla got the call and yeah, she knew who was calling & why), Dani/Gigi, Haniwa/Wren from See & Bradley/Laura from The Morning Show and love watching YouTube clips ( esp since the last 3 I don't have normal access to)...been reading my Plains Indians book and was really only intrigued by the Sioux societies for their rules/policing the tribe/members..I am soon to read about the Omaha tribe next..