damn i've been busy, still am
Been a while,.. again. Been getting busy with everyday life, the days I don't spend in bed anyway. Still livng in my mom's garage, still single, still hanging out with Chris. A two-years-ago acquaintence is perhaps becoming a friend.
Zach, in April, after I cut him off, turned around and tried to buy an iPod online with my debit card, but happened to catch the charge on my bank site, with my phone, and got it canceled before it shipped. Tried to get him arrested, but the Santa Rosa PD sucks. And by him not getting arrested, he'll likely try it on someone else in the future.
Before that, in March, someone broke into my newer car on a Friday night, right in front of my apartment complex, took my car bluetooth speakers, the newer radar detector, my handicap placcard, and a nice sweatshirt I had in the back seat. Our town's most notorious cop took that report, but got half of it wrong and didn't look for any evidence towards looking for a suspect.
Met one more girl off MySpace, had high-ish hopes, let down again. At this point in time, I am aware that I'm lonely on some levels, and I'm ok with that, besides, I already don't have enough time for all my friends along with cleaning, projects, my kitty, and juggle all that with needing lots of r&r because I'm not quite as invincible as I use to be. So I'm perfectly fine waiting for exactly the person I need in my life to balance both of us just right.
I've kept quite busy since the weather has been nicer, though it's been raining more this May than what seems normal for this area. So busy that my home space has started closing in on me... with crap. Actually, though I'm ashamed to admit, the whole apartment, upstairs and down, has gotten worse. But it seems everyday I'm actually home has been a down day, me stuck in bed feeling like shit, hurting from this stupid chronic pain the doctors can't figure out.
I'm kinda stuck in a rut at the moment, but after my camping trip with Chris that begins tomorrow, I've got some ideas to research and then implement., starting with renting some space to temporarily move some stuff into to make space in the garage to wall with everything else. Me and my mom both need my help, and I need to step into that role.
Oh, in March, after my car break-in, I quit smoking, and though it didn't quite stick, I have managed to take that momentum to cut down. Don't smoke in the garage or in my car anymore, been pretty damn good at it too, only cheated a couple times. Took me from over two to less than one pack a day. Go me!
And I almost forgot, my eyelashes have grown back. Was it the hypnotherapy or adding the l-acetylcystein to my supplement intake? Or did I just finally found some willpower? Hah, we may never know.
Anyway, I don't really have the time to write more now. Got camping to prepare for. Overall, life ain't too bad these days. Not too many more complaints. But I really do need to go. Will hopefully write again soon.
Zach, in April, after I cut him off, turned around and tried to buy an iPod online with my debit card, but happened to catch the charge on my bank site, with my phone, and got it canceled before it shipped. Tried to get him arrested, but the Santa Rosa PD sucks. And by him not getting arrested, he'll likely try it on someone else in the future.
Before that, in March, someone broke into my newer car on a Friday night, right in front of my apartment complex, took my car bluetooth speakers, the newer radar detector, my handicap placcard, and a nice sweatshirt I had in the back seat. Our town's most notorious cop took that report, but got half of it wrong and didn't look for any evidence towards looking for a suspect.
Met one more girl off MySpace, had high-ish hopes, let down again. At this point in time, I am aware that I'm lonely on some levels, and I'm ok with that, besides, I already don't have enough time for all my friends along with cleaning, projects, my kitty, and juggle all that with needing lots of r&r because I'm not quite as invincible as I use to be. So I'm perfectly fine waiting for exactly the person I need in my life to balance both of us just right.
I've kept quite busy since the weather has been nicer, though it's been raining more this May than what seems normal for this area. So busy that my home space has started closing in on me... with crap. Actually, though I'm ashamed to admit, the whole apartment, upstairs and down, has gotten worse. But it seems everyday I'm actually home has been a down day, me stuck in bed feeling like shit, hurting from this stupid chronic pain the doctors can't figure out.
I'm kinda stuck in a rut at the moment, but after my camping trip with Chris that begins tomorrow, I've got some ideas to research and then implement., starting with renting some space to temporarily move some stuff into to make space in the garage to wall with everything else. Me and my mom both need my help, and I need to step into that role.
Oh, in March, after my car break-in, I quit smoking, and though it didn't quite stick, I have managed to take that momentum to cut down. Don't smoke in the garage or in my car anymore, been pretty damn good at it too, only cheated a couple times. Took me from over two to less than one pack a day. Go me!
And I almost forgot, my eyelashes have grown back. Was it the hypnotherapy or adding the l-acetylcystein to my supplement intake? Or did I just finally found some willpower? Hah, we may never know.
Anyway, I don't really have the time to write more now. Got camping to prepare for. Overall, life ain't too bad these days. Not too many more complaints. But I really do need to go. Will hopefully write again soon.