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[caligeekgrrl]

Less than a day to the new year. I'll be sleeping, probably. No one special to enjoy some crazy party with. No one to kiss when the clock strikes midnight. Or maybe I'll just be sitting right here, watching TV with the only girl who loves me, my precious kitty. Which reminds me. The day I will die will be that of my cat. She's probably got about a

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[kittykatt1000]

I know we dont know eachother well at all. but I gotta say you really are pissing me off. you say no one cares but, i myself, have even tried to be there for you. i offered to talk with you.
but you'd rather be as dramatic and irrational as possible. and ignore everyone around you.
do you look over all the crap you've been writing these past weeks? try reading it all with out the venom in your mind and see how childish it is.
im not sure what this ex of yours really did to you other then not be the one to spend the rest of your life with. was she abusive? did she beat you? did she treat you like shit?? was she verbally abusive to you?? did all you have was horrilbe mermories with her or of her at the time of your relationship?? no? wouldnt it be better to just let her go and get on with your life. top putting all this blame on her and telling her that the reason your gonna end your life is because of her. you can't put that on someone else! you choose to end your life, you are the reason, not anyone else. start taking some responsiblitly for your own actions.
all this shit you've been writing on your prifiles is pathedic.
dont let someone have so much control over your life

[caligeekgrrl]

Don't you get it. There's no talking any sense into me. I just can't handle my heart breaking over and over again anymore. People are evil. I'm just done. I loved her with all my heart. And she hardly even cared.

www.myspace.com/dbelarde

I'm so happy she finally feels loved... she never posted that during the 6 months we spent together.

I don't care if I sound childish.

I don't care if people care a little. I NEED LOVE. And it's obviously not something I'm ever gonna get.

So when my cat's gone, I will be too.

If I piss you off so much, stop reading. You can forget about me. I'm sure most of the people I've ever loved have forgotten about me. So it should be easy for you.

There's no helping me. I've made up my mind.

[kittykatt1000]

unfortunatly I dont work that way. I care way to much for people even if i dont know them well at all. I can honestly say i have been thinking about you since you started writing how you want to die. it breaks my heart to read about you in so much pain.
I cant just pretend you dont exsits, cause you do karmen
i cant pretend you dont matter, cause you do karmen
i cant just stop thinking about you and your pain. Cause if you did do some thing that drastic, and i knew and didnt do something, it would kill me. Im not like other people, i care too much. i dont give up.
so once again, im here if you need someone to talk to. i live close to your favorite coffee shop so its no big deal for me to meet you. we can talk about anything, it doenst even have to involve this very impotant subject matter if you want.