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She lies.
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=393499429
... oh well, it's private
D
status: "i miss u"
mood: "loved"
And it's not me....
Look who is head over heals in love with her... most recent comment on her profile
And guess what...
She said she hasn't logged into her account in days. Hasn't had internet
But her account says she's logged in today.
On BOTH of her accounts
She lies! She lies!
She's moved on
She's over me
She lies to me
She said I was her best friend
But I'm not stupid
I know what I see
I hate her
I hate her
CONGRATULATIONS, I FUCKIN HATE YOU DENICE PATRICIA ANN BELARDE!!!!!!!!!!!!
She was just dating me until she found someone "better"
I want my stuff back
I'm done with you
I loved you
I wanted to die because I couldn't have you
Go figure it's because you were spending time with another girl
How can you pretend you don't know what's going on, when all the evidence is right here in front of me, for all to see on the fucking world wide web?
You don't miss me
You don't even care
So you know what. Either do I. Not anymore
I don't want her
She's an evil cunt
She can go break that other girls heart down the road
I'm just gonna be here, alone, crying all Christmas Eve. Face covered in tears. I'm crying out the last of the love I had for that girl.
You can't lie to me. I'm not that stupid. If I were, I'd be a happier person, I know.
So fuck off Denise!
And you can read this "when your internet is back on". So who's updating your pages? HUH?!?!?
I've been hurt. Broken. Betrayed. But no more!
Why do I give these girls my love, when they don't even deserve it?
And I told her what I saw. And she denies it. She thinks I'm just freakin out over nothing.
And she's ready to let me out of her life.
That's proof
Proof that she's evil. That she doesn't care.
That she doesn't deserve me
Fuck her
Fuckin fuck her to fuckin hell
I gave her my heart
And she broke it
Trampled it
Stabbed it
Burned it
Spat on it
And danced all over it
So I'm done
I'm SOOOOO done
No wonder people leave her
Why her friends lose contact with her
I didn't see it
I was blinded by love
But now I do
I see it plain and clear
I bet she wanted to hurt me
Good
Now I can move on
Goodbye Denise. And once I get my stuff back... Goodbye forever.
You can go on the list with my other evil cuntrag ex's that I hate and may never forgive.
In my eyes, you cheated on me. With Wallace, and now with this Dawn-Marie Ann chick.
Betrayed
On Christmas Eve
Yet another holiday in the shit hole
No wonder I hate the holidays
I hope she's happy
I know my life will be better without her
Time to pick up the needle and thread
Time to sew my broken heart back together
And keep it to myself
This is the last time I'm gonna let anyone hurt me
14 times is one time too many
So a solute to the evilest of the girls... Terra S., Anthea P., Stephanie M., and Denise B., the ones who hurt me the worst of all.
These shots of capt'n, these pills, this cigarette, this pot, is for you ladies.
And what have I learned?
That true love is a pipe dream
Love makes you blind and stupid
That people are always going to hurt you
That no one is worthy of the love I have to give
That no one can be trusted, and don't believe what people say
That even when confronted with the truth, people still try to lie
That I am meant to be alone, or hurting
So if I don't want to hurt, I have to keep people out
My blood has been poisoned
I am going to change, I feel it already
I hate people
Just leave me the fuck alone
I don't have the energy to deal with other people's shit.
Not anymore
Karma doesn't exist. I am proof. My good deeds lead me to nothing good
Wishes don't come true
Dreams don't get fulfilled
So merry fucking christmas to all, and to all a good night
I'm officially a ticking time bomb
Don't fuck with me
I'm not playing no nice girl anymore.
I'm done. Now I just need to decide what I'm going to do next. Half of me wants to just move on, and half of me wants to kill myself just so I don't make this mistake ever again
It's done. It's over. I'm done.
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=393499429
... oh well, it's private
D
status: "i miss u"
mood: "loved"
And it's not me....
Look who is head over heals in love with her... most recent comment on her profile
And guess what...
She said she hasn't logged into her account in days. Hasn't had internet
But her account says she's logged in today.
On BOTH of her accounts
She lies! She lies!
She's moved on
She's over me
She lies to me
She said I was her best friend
But I'm not stupid
I know what I see
I hate her
I hate her
CONGRATULATIONS, I FUCKIN HATE YOU DENICE PATRICIA ANN BELARDE!!!!!!!!!!!!
She was just dating me until she found someone "better"
I want my stuff back
I'm done with you
I loved you
I wanted to die because I couldn't have you
Go figure it's because you were spending time with another girl
How can you pretend you don't know what's going on, when all the evidence is right here in front of me, for all to see on the fucking world wide web?
You don't miss me
You don't even care
So you know what. Either do I. Not anymore
I don't want her
She's an evil cunt
She can go break that other girls heart down the road
I'm just gonna be here, alone, crying all Christmas Eve. Face covered in tears. I'm crying out the last of the love I had for that girl.
You can't lie to me. I'm not that stupid. If I were, I'd be a happier person, I know.
So fuck off Denise!
And you can read this "when your internet is back on". So who's updating your pages? HUH?!?!?
I've been hurt. Broken. Betrayed. But no more!
Why do I give these girls my love, when they don't even deserve it?
And I told her what I saw. And she denies it. She thinks I'm just freakin out over nothing.
And she's ready to let me out of her life.
That's proof
Proof that she's evil. That she doesn't care.
That she doesn't deserve me
Fuck her
Fuckin fuck her to fuckin hell
I gave her my heart
And she broke it
Trampled it
Stabbed it
Burned it
Spat on it
And danced all over it
So I'm done
I'm SOOOOO done
No wonder people leave her
Why her friends lose contact with her
I didn't see it
I was blinded by love
But now I do
I see it plain and clear
I bet she wanted to hurt me
Good
Now I can move on
Goodbye Denise. And once I get my stuff back... Goodbye forever.
You can go on the list with my other evil cuntrag ex's that I hate and may never forgive.
In my eyes, you cheated on me. With Wallace, and now with this Dawn-Marie Ann chick.
Betrayed
On Christmas Eve
Yet another holiday in the shit hole
No wonder I hate the holidays
I hope she's happy
I know my life will be better without her
Time to pick up the needle and thread
Time to sew my broken heart back together
And keep it to myself
This is the last time I'm gonna let anyone hurt me
14 times is one time too many
So a solute to the evilest of the girls... Terra S., Anthea P., Stephanie M., and Denise B., the ones who hurt me the worst of all.
These shots of capt'n, these pills, this cigarette, this pot, is for you ladies.
And what have I learned?
That true love is a pipe dream
Love makes you blind and stupid
That people are always going to hurt you
That no one is worthy of the love I have to give
That no one can be trusted, and don't believe what people say
That even when confronted with the truth, people still try to lie
That I am meant to be alone, or hurting
So if I don't want to hurt, I have to keep people out
My blood has been poisoned
I am going to change, I feel it already
I hate people
Just leave me the fuck alone
I don't have the energy to deal with other people's shit.
Not anymore
Karma doesn't exist. I am proof. My good deeds lead me to nothing good
Wishes don't come true
Dreams don't get fulfilled
So merry fucking christmas to all, and to all a good night
I'm officially a ticking time bomb
Don't fuck with me
I'm not playing no nice girl anymore.
I'm done. Now I just need to decide what I'm going to do next. Half of me wants to just move on, and half of me wants to kill myself just so I don't make this mistake ever again
It's done. It's over. I'm done.