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[califrna_dreamr]

second day of cheer practice. AT PENNWOOD!! ahh i was sooo excited. You have no idea. I even saw Mr.McGarry!!!! He hung up my "Mi profesor favorita..." paragraph i wrote en la clase de espanol. ::grins:: Anyway, what an eventful day. Sunlight hurts. I broke Jay. Seriously, she has bruises on her arms i feel so bad!!! Oh then we moved so that we wouldnt be in direct sunlight. Um...soggy grass..oh dear. AMy went up and sliped outta our hands and i couldnt see her untill she was right infront of me. Well, She landed on my head and i tried to catch her. She would have hit the ground before me, so i tried to make her land on me...worked somewhat. My neck cracked like 80 times....ouch. Then Vanessa felt like she was gunna pass out. She got better though! YAY!! We luv Vanessa! Camp in 2 days. OH NO!!! Then Deana came over and told us that Bridgett was ready to quit b/c some of the girls were being really disrespectful and acting like they knew more than her. She was crying! So SAD!! So, the squad had a talk and then we did the rutine a couple times and Bridgett came over. ALL IS WELL NOW!! okay i have to go tumble soooo i'll leave u all now.

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
‘cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

luv always,
bj and eddie