Jul 31, 2005 14:36
so last night was a lot of fun. i got to hangout with my baby for like 7 hours lol even tho we didnt really watch the racing stuff cuz u cant hear each other. let me tell u tht yesterday from the moment i woke up till the time i hit my pillow to go to sleep was kinda a hard day. i found out something tht i already suspected a while ago tht was not good news. i hate bein able to read everyone and kno exactly whts goin on and then it turns out u were right the whole time and found out how some ppl jus think tht everything will slide over ur head and ull never find out the truth. boy do i hate being 16 and having to deal with all this bs tht goes around all of us. i cant wait to get outta here and start my life without all this drama. rite now i cant decide if i wish i wouldnt have found out wht i did or tht im glad i found it out. my life is jus getting too confusing rite now. and then next week everyone leaves me for band camp. the only ppl i kno tht are not goin to band camp are candice, jessica, kendra, amber and kara. i think thts all. so at least there is still some ppl not goin. without them id die. but everyone else is leaving me : ( well guys im done till later. much love
tacee