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there once was a person who decided they wanted to figure things out for themselves.
On this person's quest she realized how critical people were.
This person was angry at people of the church.
They "abandoned" this person because she "wasn't serving God"
On this person's quest they had one friend who was real with her and let her be her and let her do what she needed to do to finally realize that what this person was looking for was right in front of their face.
She didn't shove God in this person's face because she knew all she needed to know already. Even though she knew it wouldn't hurt to tell her about God she didn't because she felt inadequate herself. Although she was struggling herself, she was still there to hear this person out.
On this person's quest these two people became the best of friends ever.
i told this person everything, things i would never dare tell anyone else.
These two people promised each other that they would never drift apart that they would never be sitting on their computer looking in the yellow pages for eachother's number or address.
On this person's quest i believe she became the best person, the best friend anyone could ask for. she was loving, and she saw what other people looked passed in everyone else. She befriended the people whom everyone thought as "failures" and saw the good in everyone.
She found that she didn't like the type of people these "Christians" were. She promised herself that she would never become like them. She even made her friend promise her that if she ever did, to tell her and not let her become like that.
When these two people went back to school they slowly but surely drifted away, as she became closer and closer to the people she didn't want to become. I'm not going to get in the way of things, she has changed; people change. I am always going to love this person no matter who she becomes.
i was hurt because when everyone deserted her because "she wasn't serving God" I stuck with her. I asked her to go to church although i wasn't going to be there,so she went, but didn't like it because the people there made her feel unwelcome. I wasn't going to go to church one day but i went, i cancelled the plans i had and went because i wanted her to be there, and didn't want her to feel unwelcome. I felt like i was there for her when no one else was, but the second she "started serving God" again, she deserted me just like those people deserted her.
I'm not a bad person i would never put her in a situation that she wouldn't want to be in.
i always let her be her and i loved her for who she was no matter what but i feel like it was all nothing now i thought i had a friend who would always be there for me, i'm not saying she isn't now but she became one of those people.
Maybe i've failed as a friend. Because i can't seem to find the heart to tell her.
all i can say is
If you are truly happy then i don't want to get in the way of that
i want to see you happy. so if this is what you want then
i'm
happy for you.
On this person's quest she realized how critical people were.
This person was angry at people of the church.
They "abandoned" this person because she "wasn't serving God"
On this person's quest they had one friend who was real with her and let her be her and let her do what she needed to do to finally realize that what this person was looking for was right in front of their face.
She didn't shove God in this person's face because she knew all she needed to know already. Even though she knew it wouldn't hurt to tell her about God she didn't because she felt inadequate herself. Although she was struggling herself, she was still there to hear this person out.
On this person's quest these two people became the best of friends ever.
i told this person everything, things i would never dare tell anyone else.
These two people promised each other that they would never drift apart that they would never be sitting on their computer looking in the yellow pages for eachother's number or address.
On this person's quest i believe she became the best person, the best friend anyone could ask for. she was loving, and she saw what other people looked passed in everyone else. She befriended the people whom everyone thought as "failures" and saw the good in everyone.
She found that she didn't like the type of people these "Christians" were. She promised herself that she would never become like them. She even made her friend promise her that if she ever did, to tell her and not let her become like that.
When these two people went back to school they slowly but surely drifted away, as she became closer and closer to the people she didn't want to become. I'm not going to get in the way of things, she has changed; people change. I am always going to love this person no matter who she becomes.
i was hurt because when everyone deserted her because "she wasn't serving God" I stuck with her. I asked her to go to church although i wasn't going to be there,so she went, but didn't like it because the people there made her feel unwelcome. I wasn't going to go to church one day but i went, i cancelled the plans i had and went because i wanted her to be there, and didn't want her to feel unwelcome. I felt like i was there for her when no one else was, but the second she "started serving God" again, she deserted me just like those people deserted her.
I'm not a bad person i would never put her in a situation that she wouldn't want to be in.
i always let her be her and i loved her for who she was no matter what but i feel like it was all nothing now i thought i had a friend who would always be there for me, i'm not saying she isn't now but she became one of those people.
Maybe i've failed as a friend. Because i can't seem to find the heart to tell her.
all i can say is
If you are truly happy then i don't want to get in the way of that
i want to see you happy. so if this is what you want then
i'm
happy for you.