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hey,
i just realized i haven't really written in this journal about stuf that's really happened in my life lately............
so here it goes!!!!
i've decided that i'm not going to play games any more i'm gona be real....
although people make mistakes that doesn't mean that they're going to hell
i'm not gonna play games with God any more.... and i realize that i'm going to make mistakes....
i'm human for crying out loud....
and it's not bad to be tempted..... just as along as i don't give into that temptation....
well,
this might sound kinda conceited but here it goes.....
i'm always hearing about how talented i am and how God has gifted me in sooo many different ways.... and how i need to used my gifts to glorify Him.... and how i'm a leader and people follow me.... and i need to be a good example and watch myself.
i need to be careful of what i say and do because people look up to me and i don't want to lead them down the wrong path....
i've heard that from alohot of people....
but all these people know me so they know what i'm capable of and they know all the "talents" i have...... sooooooooooo
i prayed to God that someone who didn't know me at all would come and like tell me something you know? (confermation) i prayed for confermation!
so at chapel this guy,,,, i forgot his name, but i was praying in the corner and he came over to me and started praying for me and started to say how i have so many talents and i need to use them for God and once i give God my all then he's is gona be able to use me in ways i never imagined..... well, that kinda hit me like a ton of bricks so now i'm seriously pressin on no matter what, but the thing that sucks is; no matter what or how strong God's presence is i just can't feel him and it really sucks!!!!!
he just feels sooo freakin distant and it's killin me!!!!!
but i'm jsut pressin in and i'm not gonna give up!!!!! there's alot more but my hand hurts
that's just everything in a bag.....
i'll get back tah ya'll later!1!!!111!!!!!! ( for you kuoya)
i just realized i haven't really written in this journal about stuf that's really happened in my life lately............
so here it goes!!!!
i've decided that i'm not going to play games any more i'm gona be real....
although people make mistakes that doesn't mean that they're going to hell
i'm not gonna play games with God any more.... and i realize that i'm going to make mistakes....
i'm human for crying out loud....
and it's not bad to be tempted..... just as along as i don't give into that temptation....
well,
this might sound kinda conceited but here it goes.....
i'm always hearing about how talented i am and how God has gifted me in sooo many different ways.... and how i need to used my gifts to glorify Him.... and how i'm a leader and people follow me.... and i need to be a good example and watch myself.
i need to be careful of what i say and do because people look up to me and i don't want to lead them down the wrong path....
i've heard that from alohot of people....
but all these people know me so they know what i'm capable of and they know all the "talents" i have...... sooooooooooo
i prayed to God that someone who didn't know me at all would come and like tell me something you know? (confermation) i prayed for confermation!
so at chapel this guy,,,, i forgot his name, but i was praying in the corner and he came over to me and started praying for me and started to say how i have so many talents and i need to use them for God and once i give God my all then he's is gona be able to use me in ways i never imagined..... well, that kinda hit me like a ton of bricks so now i'm seriously pressin on no matter what, but the thing that sucks is; no matter what or how strong God's presence is i just can't feel him and it really sucks!!!!!
he just feels sooo freakin distant and it's killin me!!!!!
but i'm jsut pressin in and i'm not gonna give up!!!!! there's alot more but my hand hurts
that's just everything in a bag.....
i'll get back tah ya'll later!1!!!111!!!!!! ( for you kuoya)