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someone told me that they loved me today and it meant alot to me. i'm pretty sure they know who they are if they read this but i just wanted to say that i love you too!!!!!!
i don't think i got to say it back i said thanks i think
but you are the bestest estest person in the whole wide world!!!!!! and i mean that!!!!!
for real B!!!!!
OKAY....
well i really don't know what's wrong with me at all
but here it goes
i haven't been on the computer in like fifty years
but anyway
things are totally falling apart and i feel all alone for some reason
i would say that i'm confused but i don't think that's it because i know for sure that God is on my side
but i don't know why i'm feeling all this
and it's not because i'm a girl going through emotional crap
although i am kinda emotional right now
it's just that i haven't been to church in a while
and that's like the only thing i have in this world to keep me going
i mean that's my only encouragment that i have
and i mean when i go to youth on wednesdays
i'm on worship team
and don't get me wrong i love playing the guitar especially for Jesus but i really just miss being down at the altar and totally surrenduring my all
*i don't know how to spell surrenduring*
well i feel like a fat........ hahahaha never mind
i dont know what to say or how to explain it in writing
but i was listening to something and something stuck out at me
it said
where will we turn when our world falls apart
and it's been stuck in my freakin head
but i dont want to go back to what i used to do i'm happy with how i stand now!!!!!
and i don't want to feel all alone in this world all confused and dont' know what to do
DAMN IT!!!!!!!
i just don't know what to do!!!!!!!!!
and i've got no one at all to talk to about all this!!!!!!
not that i need some one but i mean it would help................
all my freakin family is pissin me off right now!!!!!!!
well my mom is but i love my sister,,,, she's cool!!!!!
pretty much my damn mother
and i don't want to fight with her so i'm just gonna shut up and pretend to listen to what she has to say from now on
HAHA!!!!
my sister and my mom is my family!!!!!
how funny...........
well and my father i guess but who the hell is he to me.......
i don't think i got to say it back i said thanks i think
but you are the bestest estest person in the whole wide world!!!!!! and i mean that!!!!!
for real B!!!!!
OKAY....
well i really don't know what's wrong with me at all
but here it goes
i haven't been on the computer in like fifty years
but anyway
things are totally falling apart and i feel all alone for some reason
i would say that i'm confused but i don't think that's it because i know for sure that God is on my side
but i don't know why i'm feeling all this
and it's not because i'm a girl going through emotional crap
although i am kinda emotional right now
it's just that i haven't been to church in a while
and that's like the only thing i have in this world to keep me going
i mean that's my only encouragment that i have
and i mean when i go to youth on wednesdays
i'm on worship team
and don't get me wrong i love playing the guitar especially for Jesus but i really just miss being down at the altar and totally surrenduring my all
*i don't know how to spell surrenduring*
well i feel like a fat........ hahahaha never mind
i dont know what to say or how to explain it in writing
but i was listening to something and something stuck out at me
it said
where will we turn when our world falls apart
and it's been stuck in my freakin head
but i dont want to go back to what i used to do i'm happy with how i stand now!!!!!
and i don't want to feel all alone in this world all confused and dont' know what to do
DAMN IT!!!!!!!
i just don't know what to do!!!!!!!!!
and i've got no one at all to talk to about all this!!!!!!
not that i need some one but i mean it would help................
all my freakin family is pissin me off right now!!!!!!!
well my mom is but i love my sister,,,, she's cool!!!!!
pretty much my damn mother
and i don't want to fight with her so i'm just gonna shut up and pretend to listen to what she has to say from now on
HAHA!!!!
my sister and my mom is my family!!!!!
how funny...........
well and my father i guess but who the hell is he to me.......