Grandma's dying.
2 weeks to 2 months.
Doug came yesterday from Australia. Doug and his wife, Jane, had decided to come when things got bad. Doug living with her makes us feel a lot better. He is here to help. Mom was looking to get a live-in nurse for grandma, but i guess we dont need that anymore. Doug is staying till it's over. The thought of that just makes me cry. But I can't. I can't cry. I dont have that luxuary. I have to stay strong for my Mom. I need to stay strong for her. Everyone is falling apart. The fact that doug is here just makes it more of a reality. This is actually happening. I dont want it to. I want my grandma back. I want her to be normal again. I just told Michelle what was happening today and I got all choked up. I feel helpless and i dont know what to do.
Doug came yesterday from Australia. Doug and his wife, Jane, had decided to come when things got bad. Doug living with her makes us feel a lot better. He is here to help. Mom was looking to get a live-in nurse for grandma, but i guess we dont need that anymore. Doug is staying till it's over. The thought of that just makes me cry. But I can't. I can't cry. I dont have that luxuary. I have to stay strong for my Mom. I need to stay strong for her. Everyone is falling apart. The fact that doug is here just makes it more of a reality. This is actually happening. I dont want it to. I want my grandma back. I want her to be normal again. I just told Michelle what was happening today and I got all choked up. I feel helpless and i dont know what to do.