Oct 02, 2007 22:44
grandma has a 60% chance of survival... it could be worse. The first oncologist completely dismissed her and said all they could do it make her feel comfortable... she demanded another one.
School is really fun, but the final is in 2 days and i'm nervous.
Sleep... a distant memory.
Freetime... a distant memory
a real meal... hahaha, i think i remember it.
With all the stress, lack of sleep, and pressure on me, I dont think I can handle anymore. I'm getting sick from being so exhausted and running down my body. I just want all this shit to be over.
"once i had roses"