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I am trying to keep on the positive side of things. I mean things are getting really bad.
Tomorrow I have an endoscopy. I dont know if i am more afraid that they will find something or that they wont. All i want is to be healthy. But this is a good doctor and I know she'll take good care of me. Right now i feel like pukeing because I am so nervous.
My Grandmother had a liver transplant many years ago and she just got done with chemo. She is now having a little but if rerjection. She may have either cancer back or a blood clot. Either one means surgery.
My Aunt is dying of alcoholism and no one can help her... especially when her husband is mixing the drinks.
I am also stressed about school, work and money.
I am about to scream and I dont know if i can handle it all. I'm doing everything not to burst and to keep my head.
Tomorrow I have an endoscopy. I dont know if i am more afraid that they will find something or that they wont. All i want is to be healthy. But this is a good doctor and I know she'll take good care of me. Right now i feel like pukeing because I am so nervous.
My Grandmother had a liver transplant many years ago and she just got done with chemo. She is now having a little but if rerjection. She may have either cancer back or a blood clot. Either one means surgery.
My Aunt is dying of alcoholism and no one can help her... especially when her husband is mixing the drinks.
I am also stressed about school, work and money.
I am about to scream and I dont know if i can handle it all. I'm doing everything not to burst and to keep my head.