bored but WIDE AWAKE
I had coffee this morning. I'm feeling good. I'm very bored. I am very annoyed. And don't ask me if you are the one annoying me cuz then you would be annoying me so i would have to say yes. So it would be better if i just let you wonder. Get it? I'm just annoyed tonight. Some reasons i know why, others i don't. All i know is that I just want a peaceful and quiet night with me and my music. Or with someone on the phone who wants a peaceful and quiet night also, with some music. I don't want noise. I just want to lay there. I am listening to music now. Its relaxing. Even though its homegrown, and thursday, and eminem...(its a mix). Like Ashley Vernon. I would call her and she would sing to me... then once she would get tired... i would sing to her... (ludacris -hush, was her favorite) It was peaceful, it was the kind of quiet i enjoyed. We both enjoyed it. It wasn't alot of talking. We would get off on lil subjects at times, lol, just depended on what song we were listening to and singing. haha, good times good times. She moved to virgina. I miss her. She would call me some mornings (since she got up at 6 to be at school on time. SHe lived on ft bragg), and wake me up to get ready for school. She would call me around 7:15. I miss those calls. We would stay on the phone all nigth too. Her mom was really nice. They sorta sounded the same. But sorry to go off rambling. I do that alot. I just wanted to say, that i want someone that is like that right now. I'm bored and i want to call someone listen to them sing, i sing to them. Or we just sit on the phone listening to music. I mean we would be just sitting there listening to musica anyways, why not call each other and listen to it together right? Emily and erin was on the phone with me and we was just sitting there for long periods just not tlaking. It was cool I didn't mind. But obviously they did. They said they wanted to go. So i was like ok. So thats why 'm bored. I'm sharpening a knife and typing at the same time right now.... Yes that is multi tasking... Doing more than one thing at the same time. Typing with left hand, sharpining with right. :) It is possible. It just takes awhile to type. lol. If you want to go see... better yet.. I recomend you see this movie. Go rent "Secondhand Lions". GREAT MOVIE! Very funny. And really good. I really enjoyed it. I want to go barry myself in the snow right now, and stay there. Hopefully i'll freeze to death. Cuz this music is getting old to listen to over and over again, and its boring me and pissing me off. Its annoying me. So i'm going to go. Question. If someone thinks you are hot, but also thinks your gay... why would they want to go out with you? (and ya'll are of opposite sex). <~ another lil observation. :)