Poo On You!!!!!!!
I hate suprises... people know this. Thats why if they can they tell me or warn me about something that is suppose to be a suprise. And its been going pretty good in that area for awhile. But if i ask you a question and someone has told you not to tell me, don't tell me... hint to me. I mean c'mon help me out. Especially if you know how much i hate suprises. his weather pisses me off too. Itts to hot outisde. Its been putting me in a horrible mood. I just want to beat the crap out of someone. So don't push my buttons. I might go off on ya. Just a fair warning. Seriously don't push me. I hate mr. lloyd and his ugly fat ass daughter hannah. Hannah needs to lose some fucking wieght before she trys to talk shit on someone else. I hate hannah and know lots of people who feel the same. I hate lloyd, he's an idiot and can't teach worth shit. Everyone that has had ms townsend wishes they still had her. He said to the group tonight something like this... Those of you who had ms townsend were priveleged to have her. Her groups sound good but ya'll are better. Ya'll sound good. ~ he was kinda saying, the reason we sound good is becuase we had ms townsend as a teacher.. cuz he sucks ass. Ms townsend will always be a better teacher and friend then he ever is. And i think he knows this. The middle school students sounded great. The only reason we might be better is becuase we have more, our voices have matured... they are going through puberty. ONly reason. You wanna know why we sound good. Cuz we had ms townsend as a teacher and the rest of the kids who never had her just are blendindg in with the rest of us. I thisk we sucked. Of course i always do. I didn't know any of the songs. I only sung on 2 of them... and i didn't even sing all of them. Mr. lloyd is unorganized, and foolish. I have a short attention span unless i'm watching a movie. But mr lloyd has no attention span. Unless he is conducting. Which he shouldn't do. I hope he is out of here nect year. I ramble on alot about what i should do or what i'm going to do. But i probably ain't going to. I just talk. Now, there is one thing i am going to do that i am dead serious about doing. I just have to get out of the house to do it. No problem. ugh, anyways, i need to pray more on a regular basis. I need to actually read the bible too. I don't think i've ever read the bible. I mean i've read a few scriptures before in sunday school but thats it. i"ve never taken time out of my day to read it. Kinda sad. But i need to cuz there is only one thing in my life right now that i actually got right. Thatts leigh. I love her. When i am with her or talking with her or about her is the only time i'm really happy. Music makes me happy but once it goes off, i'm not happy no more. I really wish god would've just said, Since i know everything and what everyone is going to do already. Let me just send these people to heaven and these to hell. Or better yet, just not made no one. I like that one also. But i mean, why pout us through all of this crap and all of the decisioins and heart ache. All of the trouble and agony of living in the world when we could be in heaven or hell. Maybe he wants us here on earth so when we go to heaven we will appreciate it more.. and for those who go to hell they will aprecciate the earth alot more... i dunno. My theory. I think its pretty good.