love of mine.

[caliente_jr]

i miss you so much.
i want a few nights with you.
i'm sur ethat'd make me feel better.
ITP sucks, i'm always in the hospital.
my back hurts cause they took my bone marrow.
hopefully there's nothing wrong with it.
the doctor never called like she said she would.
guess i'll know tomorrow.
my gums are bleeding again & more bruises.
i don't want to spend another weekend in the hospital.
my platelets are so low though.
this has seriously affected so much already.
and it'll just keep happening.
i don't want to start steriods & birth control.
i'm gonna get huge and unhappy.
=/