Dec 17, 2006 04:55
an old friend just sent me this message:
"Its raining outside right now and it brought back a fond memory almost three years ago when you came to my front door to kiss me in the rain. Which doesnt happen often enough."
i live my life in the past. i am constantly looking back and wondering why things were so great last year and why they arent now. and i know that when it was that year before i was wondering why things were so much better the year before. is my life progressivly getting worse and worse as years go on or is everything great right now and i just cant see it?