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first 2 in a half days of vacation
friday night
- grounded because of my horrible grades
- watched hope&faith, joan of arachdia& 8 simple rules
- talked to rachael on the phone all night
saturday day&night
- grounded couldnt step foot outside my house
- talked to rachael all day&night long
- watched ashlee simpson show, real world and newlyweds enough for a million years
sunday night
- cleaned my room&el bano
- went to the mall&movies with rachael and nicole
- saw boogeyman . guys were really annoying behind us because they kept smelling my hair
- a bunch of black guys started talking tom me and their like ipod, ipod whats your name and i was like ingrid but im only 13! then i ran away because i didnt wanna be raped like paige on degrassi
- i thought one of my friends was dead because he tried to commit suicide
- i was reallllllllllly upset because of that and i felt like it was all my fault
- jenn helped me realize that i have to stop hurting myself because its not worth it and that things are just gonna get alot harder if i dont stop . so im stopping doing things or atleast im gonna try
- i also realized that i have friends that do care if something happened to me because they cared when one of my friends who they hardly was introuble, so they obviously would care about me, i also realized that they might not always show that they care but they do anyway.
thanks for everything jenn =)
friday night
- grounded because of my horrible grades
- watched hope&faith, joan of arachdia& 8 simple rules
- talked to rachael on the phone all night
saturday day&night
- grounded couldnt step foot outside my house
- talked to rachael all day&night long
- watched ashlee simpson show, real world and newlyweds enough for a million years
sunday night
- cleaned my room&el bano
- went to the mall&movies with rachael and nicole
- saw boogeyman . guys were really annoying behind us because they kept smelling my hair
- a bunch of black guys started talking tom me and their like ipod, ipod whats your name and i was like ingrid but im only 13! then i ran away because i didnt wanna be raped like paige on degrassi
- i thought one of my friends was dead because he tried to commit suicide
- i was reallllllllllly upset because of that and i felt like it was all my fault
- jenn helped me realize that i have to stop hurting myself because its not worth it and that things are just gonna get alot harder if i dont stop . so im stopping doing things or atleast im gonna try
- i also realized that i have friends that do care if something happened to me because they cared when one of my friends who they hardly was introuble, so they obviously would care about me, i also realized that they might not always show that they care but they do anyway.
thanks for everything jenn =)