Something or Another
hey.
i havent written in awhile.so i thought i would.im full of feelings..so why not type them out?ahh im a homo.why am i a homo?i dislike myself.i feel gross all the time.why is that?why cant i just look in the mirror and go "you look stunning today!" why do i always have to be like.."blaaahhblibbityblahblah."? why do i have to let myself get so stressed out constellations form on my face?thats so annoying.well the ACTs are over.so maybe theyll slowly disappear. ahhhahaha probably not.the ACTs were ridiculous.why do we feel so compelled to rush every single little thing in life? even the tests that determine which college we get into..which determines how great our careers will be..which determines how the remainder of our lives will turn out?just give me an hour instead of 35 minutes to do 40 problems. common sense please.teachers always complain about how we never read in between the lines..well that's hard to do when you can't even read the ACTUAL lines because you have no time.
and i made up all of the math answers..but thats to be expected.it was Math, afterall.
so while im sitting here talking about stress and worry..coincidentally, ill bring up guys....
...
ok.well thats all there is to say on that subject.
love.actually i do love you.
i havent written in awhile.so i thought i would.im full of feelings..so why not type them out?ahh im a homo.why am i a homo?i dislike myself.i feel gross all the time.why is that?why cant i just look in the mirror and go "you look stunning today!" why do i always have to be like.."blaaahhblibbityblahblah."? why do i have to let myself get so stressed out constellations form on my face?thats so annoying.well the ACTs are over.so maybe theyll slowly disappear. ahhhahaha probably not.the ACTs were ridiculous.why do we feel so compelled to rush every single little thing in life? even the tests that determine which college we get into..which determines how great our careers will be..which determines how the remainder of our lives will turn out?just give me an hour instead of 35 minutes to do 40 problems. common sense please.teachers always complain about how we never read in between the lines..well that's hard to do when you can't even read the ACTUAL lines because you have no time.
and i made up all of the math answers..but thats to be expected.it was Math, afterall.
so while im sitting here talking about stress and worry..coincidentally, ill bring up guys....
...
ok.well thats all there is to say on that subject.
love.actually i do love you.