Being this content should be illegal

Dec 28, 2007 18:11

I feel remiss for not posting for so long, but frankly there isn't much to say that can be said so publicly. That's not a bad thing, mind you. Of course I have drama and worries - money, my husband's employment future, my car, etc. But, in the grand scheme of things, none of that really matters or worries me for long. I'm just ridiculously happy.

I've been having a blast at the new Respite. My characters are growing and developing. I've developed a small emotional attachment to all of them, not to mention the vast amount of off-topic, often risque, fun that we have when we're not roleplaying. All of it has been excellent writing practice, which has made me contemplate trying to write my novel again, or actually attempting some fic.

I have two friends who mean the world to me, and whose kind words and love this holiday have been the best gifts I could ever have received. Between them (and you know who you are) and my husband, my self-esteem is quite high. Yours would be two if you had three men telling you on an almost daily basis that you are kind, intelligent, and beautiful. My only regret is that they are so far away.

My heart has never been so full. It is my foolish hope that one day I can have all those I love close by. Any visions I have of the future include them, and I want nothing more for it to be true.

I love you guys.

love, roleplaying, real life

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