In addition ... ALL MEN ARE LYING SACKS OF.... BULLSHIT!!!
So, I finally decided to call someone to talk, cause I usually just kind of shut down and don't say much when something awful happens like this, so I call "A". Now to get up to speed here, he and I have been constantly fighting on the phone, he's bringing up arguments about how I have wronged him in so many ways and so I just keep apologizing and asking him how we're making this relationship work if all we're doing is fighting, he's pissed, I'm crying, no one's happy so what the hell kind of relationship is this?!?!? nothing gets resolved, he seems happy about that, I'm left miserable because I didn't manage to say anything I intended to say when I called. Blah blah blah... so I called tonight looking for a little comfort, you know, just someone to say I love you, I'll be there for you, or I'm here for you, scream yell do what ever you need, I'll listen. and he's out partying, out at some club with "I" where he's already half drunk, then they're leaving to go to Bone Daddy's for someone's birthday, and then they're going somewhere else. Oh did I mention before that when one of our mutual friends told me that because I had left "A" high and dry in Dallas he would be going through a partying stage to get over the fact that I wasn't there. I gave "A" the benefit of the doubt, no way would he go out and party, he never did, he was so busy with work supposedly and then he was moving and so tired all the time, when did he have time to party? Drink excessively at home yes, but actually going out, no way. And when I talked to him he actually told me that he hasn't had time to call me in the last month because he's too busy with work and moving that by the time he gets a chance to it's 11pm and he's too tired and falls asleep. Bullshit! Now I'm pissed and upset. bad combo, I'm gonna go drink and watch movies, just wait until the ass calls me tomorrow, "if he has time" (whiny voice) he's getting a damn earful.