GAH!
Okay, so I fly out tomorrow. Which is awesome, but also terrifying. I dunno, I guess I just didn't figure I'd be as anxious as I am. It doesn't help that I only just really grasped what it meant to be traveling alone in a foreign country. I mean, I'm meeting my friend in Paris, but I have to fly to dublin, take a bus, then a ferry, then a train, to get there, all by myself, which was fine until my mom and dad got so worried. Then there's the fact that I realized that I am going to really miss my mom and dad. Didn't really expect that one, but damn, there it is. I'm gonna miss my parents. Weird. Not to mention my sea-bag is 40 pounds. + a backpack. + a heavy ass complete works of shakespeare. That I have to take with me, and it just makes my sea bag heavier. P.s. writing this all out is really helping my nerves. thank god for liverjournal. i said it.