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Mar 21, 2005 12:16

"But it’s not all that easy so maybe I should just
Snap her up in a butterfly net-
Pin her down on a photograph album
I am not worried
I’ve done this sort of thing before"

I...
miss high school.
don't want to grow up.
hate being expected to make descisions.
wonder if the excitement of something new is better then the possibility of something long term.
want to dance in my bedroom naked before my prom again.
wish that I hadn't lost touch with some of the most interesting people I've met.
need to become less lazy.
long for a cut and dry.
forbid myself from expressing my vulnerability again.

It was a good weekend. I hope Jenna stays. Everyone says it's better to be wanted then needed and I hope she realizes how much we all want her around. I think that Saturday night, for the first time in a long time, we all felt beautiful in our dressed up states. And it's important to do that for yourself sometimes.



I wish somebody would have some faith in me because right now I feel like I don't know what I'm doing with myself. Don't tell me not to worry. Now is the time to worry.
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