"Why is she looking for Bambi?"
Ah okay. So I haven't written in here for a while. I'm gonna vent a little bit. It's what I use this for.
So I quit my job, nothing bad about that. Except for the fact that I quit when I was pissed off before I found another job. But I don't regret doing it, I only liked a few people and a couple of them really did not enjoy me.
I saw a counselor at Sierra a few weeks back, she only had five minutes to talk to me and I really didn't find her helpful, but she told me most likely I will get dismissed for a semester because of all the classes I have dropped! I hate that stupid school!
I also have racked up a substantial amount of debt on my credit card, I don't know what to do about it. I don't have a job anymore, and Chris WAS going to pay it, but he has to get a second tooth pulled for $450. So I can't ask him to pay it.
I also received a parking ticket at FUCKING SIERRA about a mile away from my class because I didn't have a permit. It was for $15 I didn't have $15, it doubled and then I decided to forget about it. Hopefully I go to jail.
Then there is the fact that I don't have any friends. No, not you Jeneah, I know you love me. And I have Sara too. But I don't know I miss Allen and Sarah Hubbart and neither of them will just call me. Oh well. I just have a lot on my mind.
Oh yeah I also decided since my life is getting a little rough I should stop smoking weed. I also felt like I was getting ripped off. But I miss it a lot. Oh and Salvia is nasty, if you haven't tried it... Don't. Unless of course you like feeling really heavy for two minutes and then emotionally deficient for like fifteen minutes.
Chris and his teeth is really starting to suck. I feel like I haven't had a boyfriend for four months, just a patient. He finally got one tooth pulled, it was so great, I was excited to have my boyfriend back! Two days later his wisdom tooth has infected roots which has infected his jaw bone and is causing great pain. But yeah its okay I still love him. I'll just pull his tooth out while he sleeps.
Yeah so end rant.
So I quit my job, nothing bad about that. Except for the fact that I quit when I was pissed off before I found another job. But I don't regret doing it, I only liked a few people and a couple of them really did not enjoy me.
I saw a counselor at Sierra a few weeks back, she only had five minutes to talk to me and I really didn't find her helpful, but she told me most likely I will get dismissed for a semester because of all the classes I have dropped! I hate that stupid school!
I also have racked up a substantial amount of debt on my credit card, I don't know what to do about it. I don't have a job anymore, and Chris WAS going to pay it, but he has to get a second tooth pulled for $450. So I can't ask him to pay it.
I also received a parking ticket at FUCKING SIERRA about a mile away from my class because I didn't have a permit. It was for $15 I didn't have $15, it doubled and then I decided to forget about it. Hopefully I go to jail.
Then there is the fact that I don't have any friends. No, not you Jeneah, I know you love me. And I have Sara too. But I don't know I miss Allen and Sarah Hubbart and neither of them will just call me. Oh well. I just have a lot on my mind.
Oh yeah I also decided since my life is getting a little rough I should stop smoking weed. I also felt like I was getting ripped off. But I miss it a lot. Oh and Salvia is nasty, if you haven't tried it... Don't. Unless of course you like feeling really heavy for two minutes and then emotionally deficient for like fifteen minutes.
Chris and his teeth is really starting to suck. I feel like I haven't had a boyfriend for four months, just a patient. He finally got one tooth pulled, it was so great, I was excited to have my boyfriend back! Two days later his wisdom tooth has infected roots which has infected his jaw bone and is causing great pain. But yeah its okay I still love him. I'll just pull his tooth out while he sleeps.
Yeah so end rant.